Lif3 of w-0-n-D-3-R

energy transformation

2012-01-13T02:12:00.000-08:00

the fear in me.. had transformed into energy and appeared in my dreamit really happened as what i'm worried about...this is not the first time i experienced this energy transformationFor now, I don't know what i can do about it...really feel hopelesswanted to share with someonebut i don't know who can I share withI really need someone to talk to and advised meit becomes emotional imbalance @@6.11pm 13 Jan 2011

2011-12-04T05:19:00.001-08:00

I don't know how it will work :) I don't know if it's just the beginning.. I don't know if it's just the end.... I don't know how long I can hold my principle.. I don't know how constant I will feel like that... I don't know if ......I just wish.... My wish for year 2012It will never be the same anymore :) 9.20pm 4 Dec 2011

the so far worst part in first year of PRP =.=

2011-10-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

Realizing about what will happen in 2nd week of November made me feel so shock, stress and sad....

Praying hard that it will never happen to me.. Yes, I'm still praying...

Is it a sign that I do not have purify mind for the past few weeks?

Is it because I have been having a polluted mind for the past few weeks?

I don't know... perhaps yes...
forgive me please =)

I swear../try to ...

But thinking about it..

is it the worst part of life? or had I gone through worst part in my life for the past 4 years? yeah.. in IMU!

I can't recall but I'm sure there is one...or two.. but I had went through it... so will this time....

This is just part of it.. I'm going to deal with it with peaceful and relax mind..

I'm going to sit for the exam and pass with flying colours.....

Hope there is an angel over there for me :)

8.53pm 23 October 2011

OmG

2011-10-10T03:51:00.001-07:00

being posted to Hospital Seri Manjung on 16 Aug 2011

Had been attached to OPD for 1 month and now at paediatric ward
Latest =____=|||| news

1. Bought an less than RM 200 sandals, but can't be wore to hospital as it is categorized as slippers..thus,........ (if not because of FF, I won't buy it... T_T)

2. Research topic clashed with research that had been previously done on 2008 in same hospital. and only got to know about it.... during proposal presentation... and thus, all the hard work...........

Pray for the best in upcoming days

sincerely from the heart

i-shin

My Convocation ~ 28 May 2011 =)

2011-07-16T07:27:00.000-07:00

16/7/11 10.30pm

what you need to know =)

2011-05-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

Yes, it is one of the reason but there is other reason for me writing this post as well ;)

I never like joining any contest in Facebook as nowadays anyone can create a group/fan page in Facebook, who knows who are those admin who actually created the group/fan page .. Are they really hired by the respective company? Or are they the people who sell the fans' personal information to third party?

Except this group Worldcard Malaysia (WCM), which I had 100% confidence in them...

Was first introduced by Prince Lee, when he actually won two ticket to Jeff Chang's concert and two ticket to My Fm Love Concert (forgot this event's name)....

And there starts my journey with Facebook Worlcard Malaysia... I applied my worldcard online and joined next few contests..
That time, I wished I could be Fans of The Day (FOTD) ~~ and Fans of the Week (FOTW) to earn some worldpoint (WP).

and YES, my dreams came true ^_^

Many of my friends thought that owning a worldcard means that you need/like to go casino to gamble..

To those friends, I feel sad for them... Yes, it maybe one of the function to attract you to Genting but there is plenty of reasons you should own a worldcard =)

And yes, I love Genting because of the cold, lovely weather and plenty of great memories with my family and friends and not because I like gambling...

(to someone who think I am....)

Misconception: (Response from friends)

1. Worldcard can only be used in Genting Highlands outlet.

The truth: You can earn WP in all the participated outlet in whole Malaysia, not only in Genting; for an example: Starbucks Malaysia, Baskin&Robbin Ice Cream, Sushi King (10% discount if spent more than RM 60 or RM65 - not so sure >_<), etc.... You can check this website for more information about how to earn points (WP) and redeem with the points Rewards.
GP - Can only be earned when you enter casino...

To those reading, you might think I'm over-genting-philic/promoting/received some incentives for promoting WCM, but good things are to be shared ^_^

Recently, I had joined one of the contests and was one of the 50th winner.
Won (TWO) Tickets to 988 LOVE Live Music Show + 2D1N stay at First World Hotel on 30th April!

=)

11.11pm 3 May 2011

how are you?

2011-05-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

When is the last time I updated you?
4-years of study had reached its end,
yes, I mean, I'm going to graduate very soon :)

let us see what I had been doing for the past few months for the next few post
^_^

9.42 pm 3 May 2011

Update!! =)

2011-01-22T22:04:00.000-08:00

Update !! Update!!

omgosh.. .there are so many things that I didn't blog........ =.=

and since my lazy bug had just infected me..

Here I come to update u guys.....

Second IMU Pharmacy School Gathering...

The group (B107 left early)...

the syok sendiri geng

camwhore

Yvonne's birthday @ little tree

group photos
link to the album

with the singers ^_^

group photo

THE IMUBS Semester Gathering + MoonCake Celebration

Outing with my dear classmates *huggies*

spot the girl!!

like this picture very muchie

ops....hehehehe

DHAMMA TALK

*miss them so much*

Jeff Chang's Concert

superb nice one! went with family.....met Mr Lee and his sister there...

nice yum cha session with u guys till 2 am at night? (or 1 sth)

Stacie's Birthday

thanks for inviting ^_^ dear lab partner

the group photo

Wai Han's Birthday

SNakeee snakeeee session @ Museum Negara...

Last IMU cheer @ IMU

(not all people here)

Yum cha session with my dear Kacee and Siew Ooi...

Dearest Sie Chai's Birthday

First time went to her church and to throw her a surprise party after the session, *she is not surprise enough* hahax.....and made new friends.....nice knowing all of you ^_^

MYF 9th Anniversary Celebration

group photo :)

Sin Hui's farewell

(after IMU convo)

thanks for the meal ^_^

Boon SHing's birthday

COnvo committee Camwhore session =)

after last day of presentation

with my partner

my black and white formal attire

*so not me*

with my dearest yean Y^.^Y

Research group @ lunch time

Breast cancer group

Prof Mak's Farewell

Soon Yang's birthday

(But where is the grp photo?? >_<)

without the bday boy..lolx

Broga Hill with church friends...

miss u guys!

IMU brother and sisters

Met Felicia ...

Ling Wei's birthday

Attending a Dhamma Talk in Nalanda @ 21 Nov 10

Spot the orange group

Hospital Attachment!!!

oUr name tag...

Leng luis (tired look >_<)

leng chai *without weng fai in the photo*

CHing Shen and Friends @ Ipoh @23/12/10

Me with huey jen ^_^

The lovely couple

Being active as Worldcard Fans Malaysia

I got one free room stay.. however, I couldn't make it.. and thus, had to let go the room.. >_<

Fans of the day

A STAR that brings bliss & hope, A STAR that enlightens our world ♥ I-Xin Law, the WCM Fan-Of-The-Day : 24th Nov 2010

becoming fans of the week ( 14/1 - 20/1/11)

received one voucher from superstar Kenlli CHooi...

that's all from me for today ^_^

*sorry for the inconsistency of size photos and it is not in correct order for each events...*

time limit --> back to work

2.03pm 23 Jan 2011

*Happy Birthday To My dear zimui, Yvonne Choong *

Miss you soo much... where are u now???

jia you

2010-12-17T08:32:00.001-08:00

>_<

had been busy..

feel like writing something.....

but I wanna say..

I think I know what i want in my life........ :)

12.32 am 18 Dec 2010

Hmph!

2010-11-27T07:12:00.000-08:00

Questions/Things that I hate being asked by any friends!

1. What do you usually do during your free time?
(when you have nothing to say, this is the question being asked~~!!in this era, what you all usually do? watch tv, movie, surfing net? playing sports? unless you have something different from others~!!!!)

2. Your dress very nice... Where did you buy it? How much? .....
=___________="
(okay, I admit that I do ask the same questions to many people! Some time! yes... I must change.. as I don't like people to ask me that questions, so I won't do that to anyone!)

11.11pm 27 nov 2010

If my life without you guys...

2010-11-17T08:40:00.000-08:00

Some saying goes this way…

Life is like chapters in book, people you meet today might just appear in only one chapter, some may appear for chapters, some just drop by awhile in that chapter…how many of us will remember each chapter? How many of us will notice the changing of characters in each chapter?….

My university life is going to an end soon. Since I’m in school, I appreciate my studies life, though I did complain about how stressful during exam time, how dreadful during passing up assignment time, how troublesome have to wake up early for lectures and etc. though most my friends started to work part-time during school holiday or even hoping for working life rather than study life. I appreciate every moment I have.

I don’t remember much or have any photos *soft copy* for my primary school friends.

These days.. it's emo time for almost everyone in B1-07...

Saying good bye to each others, will only seeing each others after 9 weeks...

Not going to countdown for new year together, no more flooding lecture halls with "red red" during chinese new year.

the next time we meet each other next year ... *countdown*

hey, we survive 3 1/2 years in IMU..

I'm sure all of us will get through the final semester...

hwaiting !!

Ganbatte!!!

B-1-0-7

There were times when we laughed together,

There were times when we hanged out together,

There were times when we don’t like each others,

There were times we had conflicts with each others,

There were times when we teased each others,

There were times we fight against each others,

But we are always together as B1-07

Because,

Without love, we won’t hate.

Without fight, we won’t understand.

Without concern, we won’t care.

In other words,

Without YOU ALL, B1-07 will never exist.

12.39 am 181110

2010-11-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

I'm given a second chance to live in this world,
To love those people I love,
To care for those people that need my care,
To go through all the given tasks,
To sail through all the sufferings,
To sail through all the unseen problems,
Of all these,
To have a new life....

I'm not sure if I ever regretted
to know this,
Cause all the complications
arises from this...

Because of this,
I see the world differently.
Because of this,
My life changed in its own way.
Because of this,
Various walk of life has entered and leave.

Life is about it,
Up and down you'll see..
When you are up,
You will feel a different momentum.
When you are down,
You will feel a different force of compulsion.

So, what's it about?
Uncertainty....

12.54pm 6 nov 10

2010-11-04T03:05:00.001-07:00

hmm....

I'm not happy....

Am I ???

Not sure....

Do I??

Don't know.....

6.05pm 4Nov2010

One step to gate of death

2010-11-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

>_<

I should be doing my thesis instead of this!! yeah..

021110 today in history

1. Lab on Monday (Seeding), Tuesday - yday ( Treatment) - 9 well plates 3 cell lines...
* Consequences: My right hand was no longer belong to me...... *

2. Able to finish my lab on time be4 5.15pm to join soon yang's birthday celebration.... (yeah, should I regret ?? LOL )

3. Wait wait ......finally everyone's here and we started our journey to Ampang...... Being assigned to WC's car...... Story began.......On the road....

6. Everyone was talking, discussing, and the noise was kind of irritate me...this could be due to the reason for being trapped in the lab whole day with my tired hand.... I just wanted to rest in the car before we reached the destination... so I was looking at those cars on the opposite lane..... appreciating what's outside the window....... and ...........one of the interesting moment that stunned me in few seconds.... more than 10 seconds i guess....*being slow* here....

It was like a watching a movie...........*I'm serious...*...

I can't really remembered the whole situation whether there was another car in the fast lane or not... but it seemed like... yes.... haha... so the story below was a bit of my imagination (to include chi lun's car in the scene), some which told by passengers in CL's car (the real condition) and from what I saw (continuous from what's seen by chi lun they all..)

character: Truck owned by Petronas... below is a picture that I googled..... involved part = only the head part.....

Witness: KYee, SMun, Dav, CL, JG, ME, Yv…

Time: 6.04-6.06pm

~~Wong’s car was leading followed by CL’s car and Kyin’s car with WC’s car was the last...~~

~~After awhile, CL was in fast lane, Wong’s car no where to be found and Kyin’s car was still in front of us……~~

CL said, the truck was in the fast lane too (from opposite lane), then suddenly out of control, turned into right side where it drove up the divider. Their car was at that very moment where the truck turned, lucky them, the driver did not speed and CL was able to speed on time and escape the door of death. phew* really a narrow escape for them*

Back to WC ' s car, I was still dreaming and when I saw the truck turned ~~(I didn't realize CL's car),~~ I can feel that the driver brake the truck in time where when it stopped, it was like ONE metre from me.... YEAH..... so near........ I was still feel like watching some sorts of movie....

I don't know whether to shout/scream or act like nothing happened... oh yeah, I did... act like nothing happened... for few seconds... after we passed by the truck...... Yv shouted.....OMG...... and WC was like..."what what what happened.." And when she saw the incident through the mirror.... she said..."what if I drive less slower, we might not be here already.."

~~*So, conclusion..... You may meet an accident even when you drive slow.....GOD Bless *~~

Here is the illustration ……

and I took a snapshot of the incident after awhile….at 6.06pm….

Hmm…. Zoom in to see a clearer image….

And with this…. We managed to skip all the jam caused by this truck….

Imagine…

Everything happened for a second. What if it really grabs my life, what are the most regret things that I have? If you asked me this question few years back….yes, I can tell you… I have lots….

But now I can tell you, there is only one thing I will regret most is… I never say “I LOVE YOU” to my mom, dad, sister, brother, grandparents, cousins, and all my family members…

But in my heart, I'll always love them….

* So when the next time you are trapped in a jam, don’t curse! Be grateful that you are trapped in a jam instead of being the one who almost step into the gate of death J

Signing off.....

2.01pm 031110

2010-10-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

is the chapter ending soon?
are you going to leave soon??

and just leave pieces of memories???

:(

"I still want you to stay longer in this chapter"

1.10pm 27 oct10

impermanence

2010-10-26T20:15:00.000-07:00

The moment I feared most will be coming soon...

yeah, it's the semester 8......
hahaa... not the workload or the stress day that I'm fear of...

But is the absence of three months (till CNY)
That I might lost some friends or less keep in touch like how we used to...
which I had experienced it once...
But they said, if the friendship is strong enough, this kind of situation will not happened...

I don't know....
people tend to forget you when you are not around....
that's what I felt.....
or maybe they will be close with some other people during that time...

@.@
where is my positive thinking >_<
sorry for the readers....
I just wanna release what i feel and think.....

happy weekend ahead!!!

I'm happy to be attached to Ipoh Hospital =D
mommy daddy, I love you

11.14 am 27 October

a balanced moment

2010-10-14T10:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah

I finally say whatever I want to say..
Do whatever I feel like doing...
Shy as I feel to..
Talk as I want to....
Type as I love to.....
Decide as I prefer....

~.. A moment where I truly enjoy...~

~~before I really got stressed up with my presentation~~

good night!!

1.01am 15 October 2010

1. Will be attached to Hospital Ipoh for semester 8 hospital posting (yes, expected!!!thus, some gathering had been arranged...)

2. Gonna miss some of my friends....yeah.. especially ..You...the one reading!! LOL

3. Had been surrounded by so-called ~~old@~~mature friends recently... and making me feel more young...(yes, younger!! okay la.. just that they kept on repeating... "young"...)

and hate it when they said... " yOu are still young....".. " I see more things than you and experience more... "...
hmm, yeah, have to agree that they are more experienced.... but but... sharing is caring.. so share with me...LOL........

OYasumi~ 1.10am

what say u?!

2010-10-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

To say or not to say...

Recently...
I have this question popping up my mind
once in a while...
whether should I say it out..
or just let the time proves everything...

I never have such feeling
whenever I face this kind of problem...yeah*never*
usually, I will just sit down and watch....
never ever thinking of saying it...
maybe too paiseh??? *Shy shy*
(yes, I'm a shy girl.. and it maybe a turn off for many things too - nevertheless.. I am Me...)

*camera shy*
~faint~

But this time...
For no reason...
I just feel like saying it out..
YES~~!!
say it out LOUD

There is one time
I even decided to say...
and yeah...
without thinking...
without consider anything

just feel like telling you.....
I...............

TIme just stop at that very moment......
yes, it's stop!

*aiks... stewpid!~~ how can you stop the time??!??!?!?!?!!*

and I couldn't manage to say it out...

Now .. at this moment... i feel like saying it out again...

yes, again!!!

Can I??
I won't get punished , right??? hehehe *hoping so*

Once I say it out....
Is there any other chance that I can turn back ~~time~~?

errrmmmmmm.........
I don't know....
I don't wish to turn back time....

For whatever decision I made today...
I know it is not the best of ever...
but it is always the best for me
at that moment....
yeah... so no regret for making decision...

back to work~!!!

p/s: I haven't say it out yet.... should I???

1.15pm 13 October 2010

a maze

2010-10-11T19:08:00.000-07:00

It's all about living in a circle....

From the day I got myself into it
(Which is in June 2009...)
It has been surrounded by it then...
It's either here earlier or joining later...

Each came with different line,
Ended with different door.

For when I bump into anyone,
in this circle,
Should I make a U-turn?
Or stay till the door close?

after all,

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away, who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Life is like a maze, isn't it?

10.07 am
12 Oct 2010

happy october ^.^

2010-10-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

tik tok tik tok....
time is running...
time to put on your gear..
and move on~!!

926pm 3 october 10

I'm coming to you soon ^.^

2010-10-01T00:12:00.000-07:00

YIpppie!!!!!!!!!

I'm coming to you very sooooooonnnnn.....

My favourite place of all....

Here I'm coming to you very soon....

The most important is ...

My family is coming!!!!!!!!!

with grandparents and cousin!!

it has been a long time we had our trip together.....

anticipating it.... ^_^

1 October 2010 3.11pm

fall in love with you :)

2010-09-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

I still remembered,

the very first time,

when karen told me about wings musicafe...

I feel so excited and wanted to go at least once...

I never been to such places before even places like "hai luo"

That was about one and half year ago I guess...

The first time I went,

was early of this year,

when kenny skipped his ping pong practice,

to have dinner with us...

With no intention to visit this cafe at all,

~~(because there is always no people in that cafe around 7-8pm)~~

That was my first time....

Sharp at 9pm,

the singing begins...

and it had captured my attention and heart....

The feeling is very hard to be explained...

but I'm just so loving it....

ever since then,

and with such a coincidence...

jaa ming always asked me and other buddhist members to go yumcha at wings'

for the singers, songs, environment.....

Went to Subang Jaya branch for the first time with ming-yi and li wan

which is about 2 months ago....

and recently to Puchong branch with chen yeh, sing ean and kai zia...

(on the same day, super senior performed in medic orientation)

me @ subang jaya branch

not long ago, I finally able to invite some of our batchmates to go..

on 7/9/10, a day before yvonne's birthday...

we went there...

She got a free meal... and yes! a free meal...

can redeem your free meal two days before and after your birthday.... :)

and we celebrated her birthday sharp at 12am

with nick, cecilia and joe sang birthday song to the birthday girl, we stayed till almost 1am...

with joe, cecilia and nick

cecilia and nick

and the very recent one...

dated 26/9/10,

we went there again...

thanks yong wei and leang...

for spending time with us there

after dinner at societea...

thanks lot...

and I was super happy that night...

because they sang almost all the songs I requested...

three out of few songs...

and I'm so loving it..

when Joe decided to sing 火柴天堂 (huo chai tian tang)...

and yes, I love it so much.....

click here to check out the video

*thanks weng fai for finding me the song :)

9.37pm 27 September 2010

Record

2010-09-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

back to reality...

fairy tale will always be a fairy tale...

and yeah, no matter what kind of decision I had made, I know there will be a reason behind it...

I don't have those strong feeling into saying yes...

I don't have those strong feeling into saying no either...

So, I shall just stick with my own perception??

yes, that's what I did....

I still believe things will go on its own way....

not sure.. if this will make you leave my chapter... or continue staying...

but thanks for dropping by =D

1230am, 24 september 2010
If there is pause and record button, which one will you choose??

hate this feeling....

2010-09-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

++++ thinking....

1.37pm 23 september 2010

~~today in history... this is the date, u wrote on my autograph book :)~~

2010-09-22T03:04:00.000-07:00

To a certain point, I'm very happy for it to happen..
It has been my dream for ages that if this kind of things will happen to me.. like a fairy tale...

But back in reality....
Is it real? I'm scare of being conned....
Really scare......

@.@

can somebody help me?

6.04pm 22 sept 2010

T.T

2010-09-22T02:57:00.001-07:00

I don't like making decision...
especially when each decision I made will affect certain point in my life...

Help me~~

5.57pm 22 Sept 2010

Somebody just knock the door

2010-09-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

The title of this post is kinda funny though :)

so, what does the door mean?

it is a new chapter in my book!!

~~from now onwards, for each person that enters my life will have a chance to step in my blog...LOL~~

*provided I have time in writing it* ~~ LOL ~~

A very lame introduction for this chapter which I guess I will remember it forever. *Hope so*

and so far, everyone is able to move forward to this new chapter :)

Kudos ~!!

1210pm, 16 September 2010

Happy Malaysia :)

2010-09-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

oH great!
there goes my holidays!!!

My holiday started when I went back hometown last Thursday. And yes, I was lazying around and too lazy to go out with mommy most probably due to the rainy day?

hehe...... Thought I would have one whole next week for myself after back from my penang cruise at that moment, and yes, I did made a wrong calculation....

Was so excited about penang trip though knowing it will be a boring one *after Q-ing my friend that went for the cruise earlier than me... somehow what matter is the people who go with you, isn't it...?

hehehe....

even before the cruise, I was attacked by this sore throat...!!

~~okay, I shall admit I took lots fried food, drink lesser water, drink pao sum(mum's fault) and eat bak feng yun~~

Dropped by Queensbay mall for some shopping (the old n young men bought sth!!>.< not me =( ... )

hahaha, and we had our lunch there before visiting our auntie in gelugor.....

*clap hands* for reaching her house without asking direction from her :)

stayed till around 4pm, we headed to swettenham pier to board the cruise....

Lots people were waiting when we reached there around 4.40pm, sunday....

here is the cruise :)

pictures of mine coming soon :)

Click here to check out my friend's photo.. she took everything about the cruise. But some of you might not be able to view it..if you are not her friend. Sorry for that :)

the worst thing was..... Fever attacked after back from the trip....might be due to the sore throat plus the cold and hot weather in 24 hours.....

there goes my Tuesday --> on the bed whole day, missed friends gathering

Wednesday --> was recovering, still can't go out.... lovely rainy windy day outside... too cold for me

Thursday --> woke up early despite sleep less than 4 hours yday night.....read blogs .... update my blogs...

Friday --> IT IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

Saturday --> back KL de =( at night, might be going SJBA mooncake celebration

Sunday --> B hill * fingers crossed* hope my body is strong enough to hike! Will be supporting friends' game competition in International Garden School Mont Kiara...*hope I can reach on time*

11.36 am 16 September 2010

Happy Malaysia :)

梦梦梦

2010-09-03T02:01:00.000-07:00

I had a weird dreams these three nights...

first night is a dream I never thought I will like it so much... *Sweet sweet*

Second night I got a dream in a dream (inception)
- If I sleep in my dream, I will get hunted....*Run~!! which I don't dare to close my eyes at all~!*

Third night, I dreamt of my past....although the feeling is so real... till I myself mixed up with the reality feeling...
hmm, is that my true feeling or?

5.01pm 3 Sept 2010

I-LOVE-THEM

2010-08-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Blog - long time never blog

Reason - uncountable

Feeling - guilty

And NOW..

I am blogging~~~

It has been a busy weeks or maybe months for me, I'm glad it's going to be over soon...

Ehipassiko Camp

IMU Buddhist Society's 5th Ehipassiko Camp was a valuable and enriching experience!

Thanks to everyone. Let's continue to support IMUBS!!

Upekkha group~!!

Plus Dave

Who are behind him??

Ex-committees of Buddhist Society..

Camp committees

The camp participants :)

Twins Birthday

3/7/10

Present ~~ Cake ~~ Waiting ~~ Tea ~~~ Pavillion~~~

The girls who went there early morning

Waiting for the other groups to come

Group photos

Not forget, the birthday guys

Wei Wen's birthday

Supposed to be in Ipoh that time..

But because of the birthday boy I rushed back....hahaha (hmm, this is most people might be thinking.... )

the fact is.... supervisor wanna meet us on Monday morning which had been cancelled when I was in the bus. >.<

Anyway, glad to be there...

:) happy birthday, wei wen :)

Inception (a must watch movie)

Feeling sick that day, but I still wanted to go and watch this movie before the research start.. >.<

Bizarre group

Farewell to Mr Keivan

Stella's Birthday

Paiseh for not able to attend khai mei's and jia xin's birthday party....
happy birthday ~~~!!!

Farewell dinner

One year ago, I bid farewell to my seniors..

One year later......

I had tried my best to be part of the committees!

All the best for the coming committees :)

Astro Chinese Singing Competition Final 24 July 2010

For more photos, click here

The stage and people

The winner

Nicholas Teo!!!!!!!!!!

Unexpected... I was there!!!

Vassa Offering Ceremony

Devotees offer necessities to buddhist monks who observe three-month rainy season retreat (Vassa) . During Vassa, the monk will practice buddhism (esp. meditation) diligently in order to attain enlightenment while it is easier for the devotees to learn Dharma from & make food offerings for them as the monks will only stay at one place. At the end of Vassa, it is Kathina which is a time of giving, for the laity to express gratitude to monks. Offering items will include new robes.

We started off by making offering to the Buddha at the Bodhi tree and also in shrine hall, followed by chanting and offering ceremony. Felt peaceful & joyful during the ceremony :')
(copied from the chen yeh's album

Sky Bridge 28 July 2010

Check FB for more photos.

The original group

Left us

Camwhoring while waiting to go up the bridge

Movie time

On the bridge

Me on the bridge

Ling wei and I

oh ya, never forget to wish our dear birthday girl on this special day...

Tracy!!!!!

Happy birthday :)

Sunway Lagoon 31/7/10

a great experience with my dear cousin & BF and yean...

Click here to view more about details.

A very interesting photo

Me n yean

What am I doing there??

Haha.. waiting for the water to splash down

Was up the sky for at least 5 times....hahaha

Naughty yean

The three leng luis =P

Finally, me and my cousin, hui jin...

the only photo of the day >.<

Bestie gathering at sunway @ Chong QIng steamboat 3August 2010

Thanks joey n siong sung for fetching me :)

click here for more photos

Temple visit

A relaxing & inspiring trip to the famous Dong Zen Temple which was aimed to build up the fellowship among the members while exposing them to the culture of Mahayana Buddhism.

We first visited to the Dhamma Study Centre and had a briefing of the FGS's educational organization. Coincidentally, the MMU students were also there. We had a short inspiring video-- Joyful Fish and a motivating debriefing by venerable. It was about the mind, attitude & perception of life.

Later, we went to the art gallery to appreciate the art pieces. We then paid our homage to the Buddha's relics (sarira), the physical remains of Buddha in the form of tiny pearl-like, translucent and multi-coloured beads. The holy relics represent wholesome cultivation of precepts, meditation and wisdom. There are relics of physical body (Buddha's physical remains) and relics of the Dharma body (expounded teachings by Him). Seeing the Buddha's relics is like seeing the Buddha Himself. We pay homage to the relics which symbolize the Buddha and the characteristics of an enlightened body. By viewing the holy relics, it inspires us to develop loving-kindness and compassion, to understand Buddha's valuable teachings and to practice the Dharma.

Soon after, we tried out the sutra calligraphy. Due to time constraint, we performed calligraphy with 2-sentence sayings instead of the 260+ words prajnaparamita sutra. When one concentrates on performing the calligraphy, one would become mindful and thus with continuing practice, gradually free from deluded thoughts or defilements with arising wisdom. It is believed that one could attain one-mindedness and ease of body and mind by practicing sutra calligraphy with mindfulness.

After that, we went the main shrine hall and having a briefing about the activities organised by FGS and their significance. Then, we had a nice vegetarian meal at FGS's Tea House.

Overall, it was a fun & eye-opening trip. Sadhu to the organizing committees and all the participants. May you all remember what been learned especially the Three Good -- Do Good Deeds, Say Good Words & Think Good Thought, and apply in daily life, in order to be happier and carefree! ;") Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu! (Excellence!)

(copied from chen yeh's album)

Writing sutra calligraphy

I'm grad!!!!!!!!!!

With Juniors

Upekkha + Faci Dave

group photos

finally, THREE GOODS

Wei Ping's birthday 15 August 2010

@ 100 degree celcius steamboat

IMU Chinese Singing Competition

Me and E lyn

Congrats Super Seniors

Beh's birthday

Birthday boy

Kean Ping's birthday

Sweet couple

IMU Convocation 21 August 2010

with chin yeong

with silvaraj

with ka yin

with sin ye

with chun kang

Incovarians~~

X-treme @ Auditorium

3 Bouquets of sunflowers!~

Pesta Nalanda 2010 August 22

Food Fair & Fund Raising event
22 August 2010

5 of us; Me, Guo Hong, Mar-Jie, Kang Wee, Ren Yi
woke up before 6 am and gathered in front of IMU at 6.15am ....

Thanks Brother Lee for fetching us to Nalanda
Reached Nalanda before 7am....
had a light breakfast.
after registered, we set up our booth...

being assigned to information centre, me and GH had to know most of Nalanda activities...

Next to our booth, is the mooncake selling food, there's where we met Li Ai from KBU and Ah Miao from UPM...

Most of the time, two of us helped out in selling mooncake rather than providing information to public....ahhahahahaha..

*evil laugh*

towards the end, Nalanda mooncake was sold in three different booths... ^^

Last but not least, after finish selling, we helped out in counting coupons...

Reach vista at 5.50pm (And i need to rush for dinner appointment at 6pm >.<)

Thanks everyone for making this event a success and wonderful

*I-gemz was there performing too... It's so nice~~!!! I likey ~

* I saw Joey, Siong SUng and Eddy.....

more photos from here.

David's birthday

For more details, read this blog.

Cake and crab

a really big groups of people

Medic orientation @ 25 August 2010

Photos by Chen Yeh

Sunway Giza @ 26 August 2010

Sunway Pyramid @ 27 August 2010

Get a free movie treat "love in disguise" and lunch treat "homemade oyster mee suah"

Shop for presents~~

1.08 pm 28 August 2010

Upcoming events on 28 August 2010:

Bentong trip to sin hui's housewarming which I had declined the invitation though I wanted to go very much...

Sister's visit to vista~~!!

2nd IMU Pharmacy School Gathering @ IMU @ 7 pm ... Link to the event

2010-08-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

~~it's hard to treat friends nice especially guys..~~
~~they will think you like him if you do so....~~
~~it's hard to treat friends nice especially girls...~~
~~because they prefer guys treat them nice....~~
~~it's so hard to live in the reality...~~
~~because there are too many temptation is dream world...~~
^^

11.32 pm 18 august 2010

Impermanence

2010-08-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

Impermanence ...

What do you understand about it?
How much do you know about it?
Experience it before?
How much of you being affected by it?

~~~ It does affects me. However, once you understand it, you will eventually start to accept it ~~~

10.35pm 14 august 2010

2010-07-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

The problem is you and not me.... you think too much unnecessary stuffs~~!
I told u that if i'm not okay, I will tell you.. I'M not ok..
If i'm okay, I will tell you I am okay..
You asked me what I want from u..
I told u many many times what I want.. just that you never remember that...
or keep forgetting...

I cherish the friendship, can we back to normal?
But you react differently now....
Can you just forgot what had happened? or tell me what is in your mind? and not keeping all in your heart?

I know you will never tell me what I want to hear...I'm still me who wants to know what I want to know from you.....till someday in future which I don't know when...
I know what you did is for my own good....
But I still want to know....

I don't know what's the real reason for you to act like this...
I know I should respect your decision....
and sorry for not respecting you most the time...
You told me you don't want see me feel hurt after you tell me what i want to hear....
but do you know..
now and then, i feel hurt/emo because of you ~~and not another~~.....

2.15pm 24 July 2010

dream

2010-07-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Don't because of one failure, you give up....
Try not only once, but try till you succeed....
If you give up too soon, you will not get what you dreaming of,
Yet you may loss what you have so far......

1114pm 22 July 2010

2010-07-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

I thought you are near... but actually you are not....
I thought you are close... but actually you are not...
I thought you are nice... but actually you are not..
I thought you are great... but actually you are not...
I thought I am good, but actually I'm not...
I thought I am kind, but actually I'm not....
I thought we are enemies, but actually we are not...
I thought we are friends, but actually we are not...
I thought we are not strangers, but actually we do....

So near yet so far....

1.26pm 22 July 2010

Law of attraction

2010-07-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

Secret - Law of attraction....

Do you believe in it?

I never thought that during the very short discussion about it, I responded to this question~~

When they were talking about who gave the talk on law of attraction during 4th ehipassiko camp, without thinking twice, I immediately said, I don't believe in it.

It was very spontaneous and sounded like I'm out of topic at that moment. And of course all the attention were drawn to me not long after that...

He said, "Why? Did you use the correct method taught in the book??"
Before I can reply...
She said, "It always works for me. Maybe you don't wait for longer time, is it?"

I said, " Oh, can you share with us your experience?"

She said, "I don't like waiting for a taxi. So everytime before I out from the house, I will have some positive thinking. And when I reach, I don't need to wait long for the taxi. And many other experiences"

I said, "Oh, that's interesting. Maybe it just works for you and not me. All my positive thinking never come true."

She said, " Maybe you give up too fast before it can occur."

Self-thought: Did I do it correctly? Am I giving up too fast? Shall I give it a try again?

hmm....

10.49am 22 July 2010

Part II: As it is now

2010-07-20T20:53:00.000-07:00

so, how's the eye-seeing exercise?
what's your reaction or what's your partner's reaction?

I did observe the reaction of some of my friends or even myself. (^.^)

1. Some keep on laughing (because his/her partner is of same gender...LOL..)
2. Some try hard to complete the task and they managed to complete it.
3. Some try not to laugh but having a hard time to complete the task.
4. Some just look normal.

So what's yours?
(Below is only my opinion)

1. You laugh because you feel it is not appropriate to look into the eyes of someone from same gender especially strangers.

2. You need to complete the task no matter how uncomfortable you feel.

3. You feel it is not appropriate to look into eyes of opposite gender but you wanna complete the task.

4. You don't feel anything, it is normal to look into the eyes of opposite or same gender. ....

etc....

So, no matter what's your reaction, there is no right or wrong....

I just want you to know that... if you realize it, that is actually an idea/thought/opinion that you trained yourself since young that,

1. It is not appropriate to look into the eyes of someone from same gender especially strangers.

2. No matter how tough is the given task, you need to complete it.

3. It is rude to look into eyes of opposite gender.

4. It is normal to look into the eyes of opposite or same gender. ....

etc....

When you realize this is just your own idea/thought/opinion, then tell yourself to overcome/break the barrier. You are one way to mindfulness.

It is just the same..

either when you feel sad, angry, etc..

if you realize the reason why u are feeling sad, angry, etc...

then you will be less sad, angry, etc.........

hmm, i'm not sure how many of you will understand what I'm writing...

But the message to bring back is to help you to be less affected by own moods, and be more mindful about your own mood/surrounding....

When you are more mindful, you will be more concentrate/focus in your daily activities...

Live in present, friends Y(^.^)Y

11.52 am

21 July 2010

Part I: As it is now

2010-07-19T10:15:00.000-07:00

In the recent ehipassiko camp, there is a dhamma talk entitled "As it is now", which I think this is the best talk I ever attended.....

First, let me ask you....

1. Do you get angry/easily fed up when somebody said something that you dislike to hear?

2. Do you get angry/easily fed up when someone do something that you don't like?

3. Do you get angry/easily fed up when you found out that your friends go out with another friends without telling you?

4. Do you get angry/easily fed up when your friends don't reply your sms or email?

5. Do you get angry/easily fed up when your mom doesn't listen to your idea?

6. Do you get angry/easily fed up when your friends break their promise or cancel the appointment at the very last minute?

7. Do you get angry/easily fed up when your boyfriend doesn't call you?

8. Do you get angry/easily fed up when your friends/father/someone make fun of you in front lots people/relatives/girlfriends/boyfriends?

and the lists go on....

Okay, next do you realize that you are angry/easily fed up and start to scold/complain about the things of any mentioned above??

and next question: Why are we angry/easily fed up about the things? It is actually very minor part in our life and we can get angry/easily fed up for sometimes before we cool down.....

In our own life, we have our own ideas/dreams/thoughts which to your own selves, you think it is the right things that everyone should follow..... this is the ideas that make you think that

1. My friends should talk to you politely.

2. It is wrong for my friends to do this things.

3. My best friends should inform you where she goes/does/etc or your best friends should only go out with you and not others.

4. My friends should reply your sms/email in less than a day.

5. My mom should at least to listen to your idea before saying anything.

6. Everyone should keep their promise and nobody should cancel their appointment last minute.

7. My bf should call me everyday.

8. Nobody should make fun of me in front of public.

So, we called this ideas/dreams/thoughts that you have developed since young as a barrier.

A barrier that make you feel angry/easily fed up.

So when you realize this barrier, tell yourself, I shouldn't get angry/easily fed up. This is just my own opinion and not others, why should we angry/easily fed up about it?

Let me give you another example:

Find a friend or stranger of opposite gender.

Look into their eyes for 1 minute.

How do you feel??

Do you feel weird?

Are you feeling like continue/stop looking into their eyes?

Are you feeling it is not appropriate to look into eyes of strangers/opposite gender??

So...... What is your answer??

(Part II: to be continued)

1.15 am 20 June 2010

(After watching inception and while chatting with yong wei)

U say I listen; I say U listen

2010-06-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

I always wonder why people always say first love is very hard to forget...

1. Because it is the first time you fall in love and do all the special things with the first one?
2. Because you do everything for the one ?......
3. Because......

I couldn't think of any now.. maybe if u have different analysis, can drop a comment...

But I have a different opinion on this idea.
It is not the first love you feel it is hard to forget,
It is the unsolved puzzle you have for the first love....

When there is something happened..
Something which is unexplainable
and it happened between two people,
In either friendship, relationship.
You don't plan to reveal what is in your mind,
You don't plan to reveal how you feel,
You don't plan to tell what is happening,
You plan to hide everything,
Which you think it is the right choice to do,
Which you think it is right decision,
Which you think it is your right to do so,
Which you think it is the best for the one.

But before you think all these,
Have you ever
know what's in the one's mind?
know what's the feeling in the one?
know what's the one had gone through?

Most important,
Have you ever think from the one side?
Does the one prefer what you have decide for him/her?
Does the one will feel grateful for what you do?

Think twice,
The most important ingredient
either in a friendship or relationship
is TRUST.

Imagine,
When someone you like/respect/close to,
Hurt you in one way,
Either it is due to third party;
e.g. gossips which may not be true, but you believe is what the third party say,
e.g. parents give you a big sum of money for you to leave their children (most are in series ^.^)
e.g. anything that can happen....
Either it is due to individual,
e.g. you feel that both of you are not meant together,
e.g. you feel that the one is not suitable for you,
e.g. you know you are only flirting around,
e.g. you feel that the one fall for somebody else.

Because you believe in third party,
Because you believe in what you see, feel and listen,
Because you never approach/never ask,
Because you always have your own opinion/reasoning,
Because of ego,
You made the one suffer.

When misunderstanding occurs,
and it never resolves,
You will always put them in mind,
Because it is human nature,
When you don't know why it is happening,
You will always want to find out the answer.

An answer to the unsolved puzzle in your life.

And thus, it becomes something which is very hard to forget
till the puzzle is solved.

If there is a doubt, make it clear. Don't assume. Don't just believe the first instinct.

9.38pm 19 June 2010

2010-05-29T23:49:00.000-07:00

yeah~ !
it has been sometime I didn't update my blog!
and yeah, now i'm in IMU library..
went for Melaka roadtrip last few days.... it was nice.. but as usual, my mood will turn moody towards the end of the trip..
aarh! i don't like this feeling....

~ emo cheese ~

2.48pm 30 May 2010
p/s: time to go back vista to get ready to back to ipoh ^.^

Day 3

2010-05-12T06:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing much, the pharmacist in-charge was kinda busy, so I learnt less things everyday.
Today, help her count dangerous drugs' stock and visited the ward. Had a look on how the nurse prepared the medication to serve the medication to the patients.

And attended a talk by a company selling B-Cobal and get free lunch "MacD"
* wink * wink *

Other than that, it was such a boring day....and started to feel the conflict in working place.

>.<

9pm 12 May 2010

Day 2

2010-05-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

haha.. to those reading, u guys must be very disappointed with my first day and find my elective quite boring. :) yeah, indeed it is.. especially there are all basic things that a pharmacist will encounter during their PRP. Maybe it is an early exposure for me :) I still find it quite interesting despite the boredom.. hope i get to know more new things and getting more new experience.

hmm, today, I learnt how to fill in dangerous drug that is supplied to ward into poison book. There are lots terms for stock ( issue return, issue stock and etc...) which I haven't really can digest in just ONE day.

And I attended their meeting to discuss about opening a pharmacy satellite in the hospital. Yeah, fyi, both in and out patients are combined in this pharmacy. It looks very different from the general hospital and now there are slowly making changes to it. I might have a chance to contribute some ideas, however, currently, my brain doesn't want to think so much, maybe still in holiday mood.

nah.. it is just the second day.. there are still (6 x 4 = 24) minus 2 = 22 days to go...

I love my lunchtime because it is my leg-resting time =D
I feel like dozing off after dinner and wake up next morning..
I reluctant to wake up 7 am in the morning today >.<
Tomorrow, I'm going to have my breakfast alone T.T

9.12pm May 11 2010

Day 1

2010-05-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

Day 1

Time to rise: 7 am
Time to leave after breakfast: 8.00am
Time reach: 8.15am
To describe the day: Great + Tiring legs + Bored-ness
Experience:
1. New things learnt about the organisation and management of pharmacy in hospital setting.
2. Roles and tasks of pharmacists in hospital setting.
3. Fill medication for in-patients and pack for discharged medication. (same like in sem 4 hospital attachment)

Hoping to learn more new things tomorrow.

Happy Birthday, Ming-Yi

2010-05-07T09:16:00.001-07:00

This free picture slideshow made with Smilebox

Bunny~~!

2010-04-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

sudden love for bunny.. they are so cute..

I still remembered, when I was little kid, I got tonnes of bunny soft toys....

so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

1236am 8 April 10

(photos grabbed from google image)

R-A-I-N-B-O-W

2010-04-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

Rainbow colours my life, may they color yours too

1207 am 6 April 2010

TWO + THREE

2010-04-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone for planning and celebrating my birthday.. either it is pre, actual or post celebration...!! I had so much fun and enjoyed it so much!!

Thanks peeps!!

miss cooking with my sister

12.00 am 6 April 2010

Pray hard

2010-04-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

Pray hard
everything will be smooth.....
Pray hard
I'm on the right path of doing things...
Pray hard
Everything will be done by next week
Pray hard
I can start doing my reading ......

1256pm 2 April 10

Stay away from me....

2010-04-01T19:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I was all the time on bed, yet still feel sleepy today..

Should I go to university to do my work instead???

I need to finish PCP today!!! >.<

1045am, 2 April 2010

I'm tired

2010-03-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

I'm not tired of walking, not tired of reading, not tired of thinking, not tired of studying, not tired of standing, not tired of being lectured, not tired of arguing, not tired of playing, not tired of screaming, not tired of eating, not tired of everything..

~~But I just feel tired thinking of it...~~..

~~Time to let go..~~

12.31am 30 March

Bee

2010-03-28T08:53:00.000-07:00

Starting of busy week again..

With these, I hope to leave the unnecessary things behind. Where am I heading to next week?
arH... a place of.................

GOOD NIGHT~~

had been sleepy whole sunday......

It's time to wake up.... \(^.^)/

11.53pm 28March 2010

It's the time

2010-03-25T00:43:00.000-07:00

It's time to back to reality.

A reality is never something sad to talk about. It's like playing in a wonderland awhile and then when the time is here, time to say bye and make yourself ready for the reality.
I learned something from the movie Alice in Wonderland, just believe in yourself and do what ever u think u should. Do not let anyone influence your thinking or feeling. Somehow, you walk the path on your own. So, choose the best path.

Entering 23, meaning I should be more mature and responsible. I'm growing more mature since at very young age. All these while, I had my own principle and never try against it. I do what is right and say no to what is wrong. Eventually, "me" as in who I am now become the bored person people may describe me. I love to talk, I can talk non-stop, but when in a group, when I said something, my voice hardly can heard by many. and then only I realize, that I'm indeed a shy person and never really be the active one in a group.
Could it be I'm in a different group? Could it be I'm not comfortable with someone? Could it be this is ME??
I just want to listen. haha..

I always think that, I don't talk a lot cause we are not close enough and we don't have common topic to talk about. Yeah, my languages and vocabulary are definitely another barrier for me. and I lack of confidence..

Am always thinking of how to improve myself. Somebody told me to open up. Hmm, maybe it is time for me, not to so bother about what others say about me and not so bother about what people see you when you behave not so properly in public. Play when you need to play, serious when you need to be serious.

I had a great bunch of friends, they tried their best to plan and gave me surprises for my birthday! though it is not a success one, they still did a lot of little little small things that make the whole thing a nice, memorable one.

I learned a lot of things through he extensive training that I undergo recently...

It is time to back to reality. From today onwards, I will find myself in my new world, full of little and bit of happiness, they will eventually become a mountain of happiness..

I have great friends, thanks myvi, cc, xh and my dearest sie chai...

Now I wanna ask do-ra-e-mon for a magic door.

Open it and I'm back in POH-i

remember those cute little memories. how my cousin and little brother love ding dong so much..

catch the series every weekend

and even now, my brother still watching it.. =D

hahahaha...

and somebody just love domokun.. so I search some images on domokun..
cute?

rawr rawr rawr

how I love Tom & Jerry especially Jerry.. it is so cute!!

and how I love Mashimaro so much

and my friends even bought it for me!

Mashimaro "JIN TU" is so cute... I'm just loving them...

Winnie the Pooh also quite cute..

finally happy birthday to myself!!

Big Big Girl already

* haven't buy my IMU Ball dress >.<
* continue doing my CPK

3.42 pm 25 March 2010

2010-03-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

I told you already.

When you know so much about me, you will feel fed up eventually and slowly leave me.

Next time, no more story telling to anyone. I don't want to lose anyone in my life.

23March10 5.42pm

(-_-)

2010-03-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

This year will never be the same.................

/(*_*)\

What say u?

2010-03-14T04:31:00.000-07:00

Days with smile

2010-03-13T21:14:00.000-08:00

Latest update:

Glad that there is some change to that special week. Gonna plan that week with something nice and memorable.
Anyone free that day? hehe...

However, next week gonna be a packed week.. till I ~~can't~~ planned my schedule well.

And ~~desperately need~~ some oxygen tank.

CP1 and TOXI pbl next Tuesday, CC's logbook and Sem 7 proposal presentation on Thursday, Toxi project and powerpoint slide submission on Friday

I ~~haven't even~~ touch on the last three deadlines.....

Let's see how I ~~die~~ survive this week!

1.13pm March 14 2010

p/s: Happy White Day.......Have you received your chocolate?

Extensive training

2010-03-08T19:51:00.000-08:00

I had much more to learn before I can get into it.
I need an extensive training to be more better.
I'm still reading and applying.
I desperately need a guinea pig for my extensive training.

Anyone?

1151 am 9 March 2010

Random thoughts

2010-03-06T02:38:00.000-08:00

1. Gonna be busy with presentations and deadlines till 1 April, followed by study week and EOS till 30 April...

2. March is here..
Every year around this time, I will be very happy and anticipating every moment till the day come.

3. Someone promise me something two months back, "Do you still remember?"

4. Yeah, this time there will be no hospital attachment on that day, gonna ~~free~~ whole day except meet for discussion for proposal presentation on the next day..

5. That's mean, there will be only wishes through electronic devices...

6. and lack of human touch..

7. in a small square room ~~facing the laptop~~...

8. and dreaming of great surprises

9. Missing the face of people

10. A simple thought, and surprises might make my day.

11. A visit from far-friends will create a smile on my face.

12. A special, nice, hand-made gifts forms millions of new and sweet memories..

13. Hoping for the day ~~without stress~~...

14. Time for my dinner \(^.^)/

7.13pm 6 March 2010

2010-02-15T08:58:00.000-08:00

It is "wonderful" when I realized he had make my confidence level zero! UNBELIEVABLE @.@

>.<

~self~

1 am 16 Feb 2010

Hibernating

2010-02-10T06:08:00.001-08:00

Sometimes, I don't know what I want in my life..
There is too much of things happening recently..
and sometimes, I just feeling like hibernating myself and stay in my shell..
Don't wanna think of anything.. Don't wanna feel anything..

I don't get used to ..
ONE question, ONE answer..
which it is more to like stranger..
Maybe it is time for me to get used to it..
And each time, the conversation become
argument type...
Why? I dislike ..
hahaa...

But I can't do anything..

It is time to say sayonara...

Time for hibernating..

~self~

1013pm 10 Feb 2010

30012010

2010-02-01T08:51:00.000-08:00

dear blog,

Malam itu, dia bercakap,
Saya tak suka orang yang tak gentle..
Ayat-ayat itu
mencucuk hati ku
Tak mengapa la..

Itu la hidup..

Kalau anda tau
cerita sebenar..
Mungkin kah itu benar?

Biarpun saya tak gentle,
itu pun salah kau..

Daftar keluar

~ diri ~

13012010

2010-01-13T02:32:00.000-08:00

finally, use more than an hour to rearrange my room.. thought of doing it this weekend, but the pushing feeling is strong, thus, i just go ahead with re-branding my room today.. ^^

went to see doctor again for the same old sickness...
fed up with it already!!
-.-

6.33pm 13 January 2010

confused

2010-01-07T08:34:00.000-08:00

sometimes, when i think back what had happened for the past few months, it is like a nice sweet dream to me..
I did most the things that i never do..
I cried, I like, I love, I hate.. everything is there...

when suddenly everything stops, it is like .. hmm, maybe in the beginning, can't really adapt to it, but eventually, it goes off slowly..

but come to think of it, there must be a reason for these things to happen.. and till now I still can't figure it out.. what had actually happened ...

and
now i have come back to my busy life..it is like back to reality..
but, mind still can't back to the normal mode .. of studying....

hope time will prove everything...

12.39pm 8 January 09

2010 resolution

2009-12-28T21:31:00.001-08:00

It is time!! It is time!! It is time!!

1. Live happily. To be less emo.
2. Talk more. Talk more. Talk more.
3. Live healthily and not getting SICK so easily in big DAY.
4. Study. Study. Study.
5. Mudita to others.
6. Care for those who cares for me.
7. Love those who loves me. (Make them less worry about me)
8. Be more nicer to family members.
9. Be more active but keeping profile low.
10. Get more pressie!! (wakaka)
11. Take more nicer photos.
12. Less expressionless.
13. Frown less, Smile more.

(^.^)

Here in my Heart

2009-12-28T21:30:00.001-08:00

year 2009 is coming to an end, very soon, everything will be starting all over again..

January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..

every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...

and it goes on till your last breathe...

and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...

this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..

~~~~a~~~~i~~~~~~x~~~~~~~~~i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.

Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?

Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.

I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.

To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.

Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.

Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.

~~y~~~~a~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~y~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n

past tense and present tense

2009-09-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.

5.20 pm 22 September 09

hello ..anyone out there?

2009-09-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09

I'M NOT

2009-08-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

"I'm stewpid !!! "

"I'm nOT!!"

"yeah, I am!!!'

"Yes, YOU are!!!"

"I'M not!!!"

"you are!!!"

NO NO i'm not...u don't bully me

T___T

9.48 pm 18/8/09

First Gathering For 2nd half 2009

2009-07-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

As the first activity after our recent Recruitment Drive, the society will be organizing our first gathering for the second half of 2009.

It has been our tradition of our society to welcome our new members as well as to reunite our current members into a gathering for the sole reason of Fellowship. We have arrange a range of fun-filled activities for everyone to get to know the society's activities, workings and also to help to create a bond between members, a bond of Friendship.

This event will be held in MPH4 (2.07.06) located at 2nd Floor. For those who are not sure how to get there, please refer to the map below:

from the escalator

from the lift

This gathering will be held on 31 July (Friday) from 1.15pm to 2.15pm (Friday Prayers Time), so please have your meal before we begin and try to be punctual. For more information, please contact Sis. Mar-Jie at 016-3966022.

SEE YOU THERE !!!

Say Yes To My IDOL =)

2009-07-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

YeA, YeA, YeA

what are we doing here????

busy discussing???

yennee is posing =)

cheeseee

kah loong sit so straight ...lOlzzz

the purple book should be removed =.=

hmm....camwhoring????

nononono...

we were here for this ..
ta--daaa
A dialogue session with YABhg Tun Mahathir Mohammad on 7 July 2009, 9:30 a.m.
The theme is "Leadership in Medicine & contribution to Nation Building".

ooooo...he is definitely my idol!!!
One thing I remembered most was the way he answered the question on his level of satisfaction in his life...
he is near to me!!! BUt, failed to take photo with him!!!

near yet so far!!!

bUt, at least, i got to shake hand with him...
Muaksss

KP was so lucky!!!

spot the difference between these three photosss

After the refreshment

bYe ...

HIS Signature on Anitha's paper :P

last but not least...
Do Come Again to I aM yoU

first week of Sem 5

2009-06-30T21:23:00.000-07:00

the first week of semester had been a great one or maybe i should say a memorable week in my life??

yes, it is indeed a memorable one as i made few big decision and i got 4 days of gum swollen + pain, help friend moved house + steamboat-ing with her and her housemate,

after 4 days of pain suffering and sleepless nights, i finally went to see doctor(I like this doctor) yesterday (Tuesday evening) with ching shen and ming-yi. Ching Shen drove me there. >.< thanks ya!!! and hope u enjoyed eating that chocolate :P

on Tuesday afternoon, a camp friend dropped by IMU to pass souvenirs to ming-yi, so 6 of us (XH, me, CC, Karen, MY, Kenny) + yvonne had lunch together in cafetaria. We had some chat and laughed along the conversation. around 1.30pm, my camp friend followed us to lecture hall wanting to join us.. but luckily he didn't in the end, cause it is rather B. *blek*

then, at night, after i took the medication, around 1130pm when i was watching drama on tv, i felt half of my vision was blocked. OMG, my right eyes is swollen *faint*

i looked so ugly!!!!! just pray hard that tomorrow will be fine and went to sleep...
(i never know that i'm allergic to that medication - GINGIVITOL)

So, this morning, went to FLM as usual, and on my way back to vista, PC and 1L were going to clinic. and i followed them, to see the doctor again ( this time the doctor had changed though it is same clinic i went) ... after told the doctor my condition yesterday + the tooth bleeding, he prescribed me anti-fungal and anti-biotic + panadol

conclusion: I went to see doctors twice in less than 24 hours *sweat*

consider first time in my life

and the time now is 1245pm..later 2 pm i will have class on bioinformatics.
with me alone there without any closer friends, i doubt i can survive nicely in it or not!!! wakakakaka....hope i didn't make a wrong choice of making it my choice of selective. ( i never worry of mixing around all these while, not sure why this time I feel so miserable....*blur*)

guess i need to study already..

one reason i'm not studying is due to my sweaty hands..and i don't like reading books partly due to this reason... i love my books too much till i don't want touch them with my sweaty hands...

May I BE WELL AND HAPPY :P

1252pm 1/7/09

Quote

2009-06-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

"Happiness is to be found along the way, not at the end of the road, for then the journey is over and it is too late. Today, this hour, this minute is the day, the hour, the minute for each of us to sense the fact that life is good, with all of its trials and troubles, and perhaps more interesting because of them."

Robert R. Updegraff

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

decision made!

2009-06-24T05:04:00.000-07:00

yes, today i made two BIG decision in my life!!!

and i like this!!!

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

IDC 09

2009-06-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

guess where am I from 11 - 14 June 09???

i remembered around this time last year I was not in Ipoh either...

yeah..that time i was in NOGAPS 08, kuantan..with bunch of IMU friends :)
learning and exploring together..

and this time i was...
listening

being fed

feeding

dancing???

amazing race??

puppet show??

some candle light session?

lastly, my lovely group!!!

31ST INCOVAR DHAMMA CAMP 09

hope to see you all again :)

to someone special

2009-06-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...
let me introduce you all to this girl ...

the serious look

THE sweET loOk

THE cuTe LoOK

the sinGing look

my dearest

hAPPY birthdaY, hUeY CHiN..

may ALL your wishes come true..
and ALL the best!!!

called it FATE, DESTINY or whatever !!

2009-06-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

okay, the story began when AX asked everyone if they wanted to watch terminator salvation...

answer from most of them is yes...

we set on wednesday, 3/6/09, 11.30 am in kinta city...

and then, when i met wf on9,

wf: can choose other day than wed??
ax: why?
wf: just don't want wed...
ax: okay, i tried to ask others ab it..

so...the result was..
everyone agreed...

and today, 4/6/09, thurs,

10.45am

yennee came to fetch me..
thanks girl...i'm really appreciate it...

11.30am
everyone was here except wf
he's late!!!

hehe,...

BUT thanks to wf for changing the day..
and i met my DD...that's the best part :D

11.14 pm 4/6/09

it's 7 TH MAY 09

2009-05-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

22.44PM 3 MAY 09

GOOD LUCK B107...

4/5/09 4.40pm

weather: windy now but still hot

feeling: mixed (missing, scared, happy, day-dreaming)

sleepy: not yet

entertainment: sing song awhile and watch TV at 6pm later

study: improved from the way I study in previous semester

time to sleep: hopefully can sleep more than 4 hours

7/5/09

today, mommy and daddy came KL.. The main purpose is to go to some exhibition in PWTC, while transporting my books back to vista...and then holidaying in GENTING....

after pharm anal 2 EOS, i waited for them in the cafetaria, and due to some miscommunication...(sms's problem)..they ended up in my house, whilE I was still blurring on the side of the road of vista B....Rushed back after received msg from cc's that they were in my house....=.=!!!!!

OKAY, back home...met mom and sis awhile..chat less than 10 minutes, they had to leave for lunch, sister took leave till lunch time, so they were rushing...hmm, got some homemade cookies from sister...(she made in the morning..)... O.o ...can i Learn to make as well???? hehe...yeah, i want to do it during the sem break.....

some special idea is working in my brain, right now... =D

okay, not sure when i started to hav nap, and i woke up at 4.20pm...now still in a state of blur...read the notes, but i don't know if i'm reading it or not...

weekend is coming soon, or should I say is TML...hehe..
wanna have a long, nice sleep before start my revision tml....

i need to charge myself....O.o...

okay, shall start my study now....

THANKS sister for the nice cookies, AND mOMMy for the mango and lunch ....

Muaks....

Love ~YOU~ all always...

5pm, 7 May 09...
(it's May...time run so fast...)

present from JOEY with a special meaning =)

2009-04-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

hehe...a suddenly decision by two groups of friends...
when xh and cc came back from workshop, they told me that they canceled my dinner and go pasar malam...i was making my tong sui that time and after some time, i made up my mind and said no to them...so xh re-order my dinner...and they left at 5.30pm....

so, I ate my dinner, watched tv..and check my msn during advertisement time...and saw JOEY calling me so many times...asking hav i take my dinner? wanna go OUG pasar malam...without any thought, i said yes..okay....aiyo...first she said she want to hav some talk...then of course, giv me pressie...
hehe...so, waited for her to come...she reached around 7pm...and v went there....meet xh, cc, melissa, bee guat, yvonne, beh , syang, wai han...Lolz......

joey and I walked for sometime to search for food (she ate, not me)...and we were searching for our favourite!!!!~~~~ CHOU TAU FU~~~~ Smelly tau fu!!!!

WE just smell it, but couldn't find it...and asked the hawker people...aduh...so paiseh...finally, we spotted it...and there it is...we ate it...FINALLY :)

11.33pm 2/4/09

PEAR MEK ZHOU tong sui

2009-04-02T05:50:00.000-07:00

BIG PEAR FROM GRANDMA

CUT INTO PIECES

WITH WATER, READY TO BOIL

AND HERE IS IT...ready to DRINK...nice *thumb up*

birThdaY WisHesss (",)

2009-04-01T08:11:00.001-07:00

here is the reply from the birthday card you all do for me …
(Between, I reply according the order in the card)
1. Karen: Age is not a matter because you always look young to me  but sad also, no one wants to write at the first page. WAKAKA...thanks for being my best housemate (",) and all the best in your future!!!!

2. Hau Yue: Don’t worry, I always remember you and your name. You are the first person I called during orientation to be elected as leader. ( I heard from Cecilia, that you scared that I don’t know who is Hau Yue).
3. Zee Yun: You too, happy always 

4. Fion: Ya, I read yours one first. Haha… since it is on the first page  thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you.

5. Bee Guat: Yes, I will smile more. No stress. And you too all the best!!!

6. Sie Chai: Thanks for everything. You too, I feel grateful that you are by my side all the time, in lab, lunch etc. Yes, I will be more confident!!! You too, enjoy your day!!!

7. Kah Loong: You too, May all your wishes come true. ( Nextime write longer, you have nothing to say to me??? LoLZZZ)

8. Wai Han: lolz..first one to write wishes??? Why not write in first page?? Haha…joking la…my pleasure to have your first pen on the card as well 

9. Kuan Yin: I’m happy to be able to help you too!!! That shall be our memorable memory. Lolz…You too, May all your wishes come true.

10. Cecilia: Thanks for the surprise planning celebration and the card  Memories will be forever in mind 

FRIENDS FOREVER

11. See Wen: =. =!! Icing sugar??? Must be from our dear Yvonne… haha… You too. May all your dreams come true.

12. Shi Yee: Was surprise to see your wishes in the card because didn’t see you in uni for some time. And thanks for calling me on that night too… HAHA… too bad, you can’t get any info from me… between, I haven’t scolded him for misunderstand you!!!!

13. Hui San: hehe…yOu too, stay cute and all the best in the future!!!

14. Kungfu Panda: For your information, I know how to read simple mandarin. Even if I can’t, I have friends to ask!!!Lolz…ya, no stress…You too, add oil in your studies. Don’t be too confident. Over confident in IMU brings you no good!!!

15. Ah Wong: I’m glad to have you as my PBL members too. Glad to know you more than before  hope our friendship will grow taller 

16. Wai Shan: ………….. Muax…………I enjoy my BIG day. Thanks 

17. Jia Xin: thanks for all your wishes. You too, Ganbatte for the remaining sem. Smile always

18. Siok Yean a.k.a Monster Cartoon: Haha… You know why I called you monster cartoon? Because the cartoon you draw really look like a CUTE monster. HEHE… thanks for everything too and you have been a good friend too.

19. OHC: emo emo go away… aiyo… go and come… how??? New ai xin always will back to old ai xin. Cause that is the special of old ai xin. This is me  thanks for always care for me  Yes, I can make it! Muacksssss…. You too, don’t EMO la..

20. Ming-yi: Yes, I enjoyed that day and thanks for all the surprises and everything you have done. You understand me too well but don’t always just assume. Hehe.. cause I change very often

21. Angela: Good luck and all the best too!!!

22. Ling Wei: thanks for your wishes and Photostat lecture notes for me

23. Ee Vern, Tze Teen, Kaveena, Jiaa Yinn, Weng Fai, Chien, Sin Ye: Thanks for your wishes!!!

24. Pui Chin: thanks for the wishes!! I’ll be there for you too…

25. Joanne: Though you think I’m irritating you. But I still love sitting behind you… To irritate you more… Haha…because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

26. Nicole: All the best!!! Can’t fool you on the 1st april…yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr……. Muacksss…. Love you too, Nicole

27. Xuan Han: thanks for making effort to plan this surprises. I really enjoyed! Okay, will slow down my footstep and observe things besides me. You too!! Hope you will find your PRINCE soon.
FRUIT cAKE

28. ELyn: Thanks for the wishes and the chocolates. I was surprise to get it on that day  And of course, thanks for the ride to South City and have dinner with me on the first day of our hospital attachment. I know that day all of us is very tired, and I felt so grateful that you guys still spent time to celebrate with me though is not that grand. I appreciate it. Thanks. Especially to L. Mei Mei since she was not feeling well that day 

in WONG KOK, South City (",)

Last Day in Hospital Putrajaya

29. Soon Yang, Jasmine, Pang Tsen, Yi Won: thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you all. All the best 

30. Khai Mei: LOlz…yes, I will be more optimistic. Ops, you also know I’m emo. Guess, is my trademark. Haha…sweat!!! Hugs… yOu too, may all your wishes come true 

31. Keen Seng: thanks for you wishes… And same to you!! Wish you find your true love soon. Don’t always create rumours la!!! If you like somebody, go ahead!!! Remember: Actions speak louder than words

32. Keen Yau: thanks for the wishes and everything. And same to you; you are nice and friendly too. Haha ... All the best!!!

33. Yeen Shuang: cute cute Yeen Shuang, thanks for the wishes. All the best in IMU and future!!!

34. Stace: thanks for your wishes and I’m glad to have you as my friend too since semester 1. You always bring me cheers and nice to talk to  Yes, less emo blog from now onwards!!! All the best in future too!!!

35. Beh: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Dreams come true!!!

36. Eric: Know you will read my blog. Hehe, so help me send my reply to your two buddies, ok? Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And same to you, happy always… add oil in IMU ..

37. Yvonne: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Be the best of yourself!!!

38. Melissa: thanks for the wishes. And nice to have you as my neighbour too!!! All the best!!! Sing song for me 

39. Felicia: sheng ri kuai le is not that hard to read… haha…ya, I will be happy everyday and smile everyday with you by my side…So, you know what to do now!!!  by my side forever, GIRL!!! bleh…. =p

40. Khai Xhuen: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future and thanks for everything!!!

41. Michelle: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And dreams come true!!!

42. Peggy: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Thanks for being my PBL member for two sem… nICe PBL-ing with you too!!!

43. Tracy: Just in case, you ever forget… I’m AI XIN… not AISHIN ya…hahahaha… Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, I reached the last page 

44. Wan Ling: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Happy forever, oh ya, don’t be the EMO queen la… haha…and nice to know you as HAMSTERKOH…nice name …lolz…

45. Kah Yee: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Let’s ganbatte in IMU…

46. Chai Yen: my orientation member, at last we get close after such a long time. Glad to sit beside you and thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

47. Misa: Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Ya…add oil in IMU… thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, it has reached the last page. And here, I wanna say thank you again for all those wishing me that day!!! And if I left out anyone, BIG sorry from me ya!!!!

48: The most important person in my life besides my family members:
Joey Ling: thanks for countdown – ing for me… I was so surprise and of course the long wishes in Facebook…sorry for didn’t give you a long list too on your BIG day… cause I was rushing my presentation. So, don’t have time to do that.  hope you don’t mind. And of course, was waiting for my “ G ” from you … haha…wonder what is that!!! So surprise…and your small BB still in my cupboard…. Hoping to see you soon  thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

49: Last but not least, our western blotting!!! I had told this friend that my birthday is on 24/3 and no response from you. (It is expected!!!) BUT… when you called and said, today is your birthday??? I was like… err err.. err…err.. How should I response?? Haha…. Anyway, thanks for calling and wish  and the KIWI…haha…

50. AND finally CK a.k.a my DD in Johor: haha… thanks for wishing me with all the western food sharp at 12 am. Between, that one not considers your promise!! You still owe me spagethi, mushroom soup, chicken chop,  muax muax…
The Gift (",)

those stayed on 23rd March 09

11.47pm 1/4/09

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (",)

industrial visit

23 March 09

2009-03-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

23 March 2009 is in today's history

1. -->rushing for portfolio which resulting only 2 hrs plus sleep...
(4.30 - 7 am??)
--> rush rush rush till 12.40pm, finally all done
--> with some mistake in referencing part which only realized on that night
--> my very clean pen drive which never touch any com in ELL..fiNally was infected with a very strong VIRUS from LT3..even IT department has no idea what is that~!!! AND they decided to format the pen drive...LOL..
--> and I FORGOT TO Upload my softcopy of portfolio after that..
realize only around 9pm..called joanne..and she said that she already send in to DR Kang..so so so..(bad luck huh)
2. BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

12.44 pm 27 March 09

finally!!

2009-03-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

Have been quiet for sometimes,
With all the uncountable workload visited me one after another,
Having no rest just to give them the best shot,
Five had visited me for months,
And just left this Monday,
Some just gave me once – in – awhile visit.
Oh yes, not that good if I don’t visit any.
So, I have made a trip last Tuesday and Wednesday.
Discover my future on the first day,
Get bored on the second day.
Given a rest day on the next day,
But how far I can rest?
Not that much either.
Finally, the last day on the workload has arrived.
Standing in front of the 20+ people and perform.
Kringggg, signifies the end of the hard day.

9.20pm 27 March 09

wahahahahah

2009-03-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

3 more days (",)

regarding to the previous post, hope I didn't scare most of you with all those !@#$%$#

haha... not cause stress...but just want to say something, but can't say it out..

and add oil to all B107...

12.30am 21 March 09

happy birthday to TIAN HUI LIAN and LEE SIN YEE (nursing in IMu)

countdown!!!

2009-03-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

8 more days to go..
and I will have hospital attachment..

hurray!!!
faster finish the portfolio and study study study...

ahem....excited excited...

everyone is sooooooo

bleh!!!

7.35pm 16 March 09

1, 2, 3....here they come!!

2009-03-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

hahahaha...
saw my friend doing this...12 more days to go..
and feel like doing it here as well...hahahah

10 more days to go...hahaahhahahahaha

lol...

ate too much things today..
felt so sleepy now..

doink..must wake up...do report!!!

11.08 pm 14 March 09

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KRYSTAL :)

sorry

2009-03-12T22:44:00.000-07:00

please try to be in my shoes...

thank you...

ops, where is bukit jalil golf???how to go..??somebody just asked me on my way back to vista...

yeah yeah...can back IPOH later..
hope can reach on time...

1.47pm 13 march 09
MAY I BE WELL AND HAPPY :)

ops....

2009-03-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

ops...my best friend start to pakto again..
this time with a guy that I know..
hahahahahah...lol...
hope they have a sparkling future...hahahaha
thumb up...
happy for them :D

11.29 pm 7 March 09

Ambrose Hsu

2009-03-07T06:54:00.000-08:00

wonder why I put these three photo???hehe..
10.58 pm 7 march 09

angela's bday

2009-03-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

playing with words recently..so i think i should have upload some recent photo..
okay..here is some pictures taken on Angela's birthday...
the group waiting outside library

ops..the preparatory group in PBL room

and the waiting group outside the PBL room, enjoying the P108 Malaysian studies show

ANGELA with her birthday gift and cake

finally, the HAPPY FAMILY

7 March 09, 10.53PM

wow...cool website (",)

2009-03-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

wow...here is the analysis from a test i did from online..
here is the website..

most the analysis are so true..even myself can't believe it..

the analysis result
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. (this is quite true) You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (true)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (i'm not sure..hahaha..)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: (DEFINITELY not true!!!)

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. (true)
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. (OMG...so real)It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

MORE TO GO...

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you. (true)
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. (true)
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. (TRUE)
People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? (ArghhHhH...don't think so)
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. (let see)

MORE TO GO...
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. (wow, how i wish this one is true)

guess it is time for me to stop..clicking on more to go on that website..and start studying biotechnology again..!!!hhahahahahah...

7 MARCH 2009, 10.17 pm

new new new :)

2009-03-02T19:11:00.000-08:00

OPS...hehe..
feel so tired now..
just finished choosing my new template...
okay, gonna edit after fri class test ba..or mayb af biotech..hehe..
ops..hav to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz NOW...

11.13 am 3 March 09

what about ME?

2009-03-02T18:02:00.000-08:00

1. Name : ai xin, yan yan, oeshin, nicole, shin_Lee(secretive name)

2. I have one younger brother and one eldest sister..i care for everyone in my family and i can't afford to lose anyone of them...i LOVE THEM SO MUCH

3. I don't like to tell lie but if i do, is for my own good or for your own good.

4. I love cooking, or maybe I should say I love learning to cook...hmm, can be anything (cake, sushi, soup..everything) ...I want to cook for the one I care and love (",)...including all my family members...

5. I care for my friends and I hope they care for me too..(usually is hard, cause they seldom care for me...that's why I always look emo???hAHA...

6. I think lots before I commit myself into something.. I will consider these and that before really make decision.. so, sometimes, i really fed up of myself..and wondering one day where I just do whatever I want, ignoring others' feeling, and others' opinion...or whatever they talk bad about me...(tai yao mian)haha..

7. I love receiving present...HAHA..guess most of us also..hehe....but I won't simply receive present without a reason..SWEAT..

8. I love meeting new friends...getting to know them..is like quite fun, where you can actually know a lot of people...from all kinds of walk...(but since i joined IMU, my life is only .... hardly have time to meet new people)

9. I love to buy clothes that have unique design rather than a simple pattern of T-shirt..which makes me actually kinda hard to buy clothes..and I have to shop for few days before I can bump into that type of unique design...sometimes, kinda choosy...hehe...but I can shop quite fast...know why???cause most shops just sell simple pattern of T-shirt....

10. I hate my face...ops, did I?...cause when I don't smile...most ppl think i'm not happy, stress, bla bla bla..which is all negative signs...even I AM TOTALLY ALRIGHT THAT TIME...(no stress, normal feeling...)so I have to smile lots...

11. I love music, sports when i feel to...hehe..

12. I love chocolate (",)

13. I don't like waiting for people and waited by people...(ops..in certain condition)

14. I can't live without internet...!!!!msn, blog, facebook, friendster, PET SOCIETY...haha..

15. I always procrastinate...i don't like this..NOW, I should be doing something else but i'm typing this...consequently I lack of sleep..!!!

16. I love to plan and organise but most time i just "hangat hangat tahi ayam"..so if hv feel, i will do my best..if feel gone, then..don't feel like continue it already.. (",)

17. I have one question in my mind that I wanted to ask this girl for some time...last year I think...but till now, I still haven't really ask her..(that's totally not like me..)..Maybe I scare her answer will hurt me...

18. Since small, I will fall sick when there is big occasion going on..like CNY, birthday, etc...hope this will become better in future ..

19. I don't hav specific favourite stuffs (color, food..etc) color as long as it looks nice and not irritating to my eye, that will be fine...i eat all kind of edible stuffs but not too spicy or bitter...i prefer Ipoh rojak with lots nuts, traditional egg tart and mango! hehe..

20. I have hospital attachment on my B day...what a day!!!!

21. No one is perfect, bUt everyone to me has their uniqueness...

22. I have some problem with my communication skills... :S to me, actions speaks louder than words.

23. I go to Genting almost every year..and since I was 3 years old??? !!!

24. Love to go for school trip, batch trip, uni trip..hahaa...as long as, is with friends...hehe...

25. the amount in my bro's account is more than my account !!!!!!! ( meaning i spent a lot...or he gets lots?????)

10.27 am 3 March 09

IT has left me...(Edited)

2009-02-27T23:20:00.000-08:00

my TV has committed suicide this morning around 8.45am - 9am...and declared dead after falling down from the height of 40 cm
when i heard of the news, what came up my mind is..

i will not have any entertainment during dinner time....arghh...

is okay then..i still have internet and radio...

later in the afternoon,
was chatting with my mom about it..and
feel like crying suddenly after my mom told me that my TV has dead...have to accept the truth..

this sentence make me think that, "it is like somebody so close to me and it has always be there for me whenever i need it, either when i'm sad, happy or bored. The sudden loss of it would definitely make my life a bit miserable... "
the tears just flowed from my eyes..

it has been in my life since I born...me and my brother used to bang on it, to make the image to be more clearer (it had been very sick when it was in IPOH)..but since i brought it to VISTA, it shows no sign of sickness...

clear, nice image...

how I like it..

but..this morning, it left me forever..

how i wish i can turn back the time...I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

and YOU will be always in my mind..

thanks for everything you giv me...

*cry*

28 February 2009 3.35pm

wishes...

2009-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

wondering who can really make her cry of happiness on that special day
hehe (",)

20 Feb 09 10.35pm

RecentlY

2009-02-13T02:58:00.000-08:00

long time didn't update ...
on 2 Feb 09, We went to friends' houses to bai nian, here are some pictures of it...
li ling's house

beh's house

kian ti's house

kah loong's house

grace's house

me and grace

this is what happened on last saturday 7 Feb 09
CNY steamboat aT wai han + twins' house
some of those preparing food

my barley at house next door(LOnely)

the food

busy eating eating

washing group..hehe

oh...guess what is this?!?!

oh, keen seng is fixing the damaged extension...

those who left the house at 12 am...

9.00pm 13 Feb 09

try to understand me..not other way

2009-02-11T09:08:00.000-08:00

hmm, today i get to know something from my friends..
something kind of, "your friend is talking bad behind you!!!"

hmm, if what the person said is true about myself, i don't mind if the person continued to make this kind of bad stuffs about me..but, if it is not true yet got some other friends believing in it, i have nothing to say..all i just hope is that...
please judge me by what you see, feel and think...most importantly is not what you hear..especially if u are not hearing it from me..
i am not that good either that bad..

to be honest, i don't mind this person is talking bad behind me..
i wrote this blog cause i treasure the friendship with everyone.. i don't want cause one person's words(and the person's not so correct thinking) to ruin our friendship.. those misunderstand me, pls not to misunderstand me anymore..but to understand me..i don't mind telling you the truth if you ask me about it..
no matter what the person said, please just don't accept every single words and judge me...

1.20 am 12 Feb 09

good bye

2009-01-29T09:26:00.000-08:00

bYE..

i think i have think clearly of what i want in my life..
rather than wasting time to hope for that only dream to come true, i decided to go for my another dreamsss..

ya, no doubt i hav many dreams...
let go one of them won't harm me at all..

seeing someone close to me hav to suffer like this make me realize that there is nothing is permanent and forever..
what u say today is not forever...
the feeling u hav today forever never real..
how sad is the attitude of human beings now...

how i wish to say that how much i hate u,
how i wish to tell you that how irritating you are..

but, all these will just remain with the dying dream...

why dying dream and not dead dream?

simple : i just started to kill it..haven't killed it yet...

haha...okay...

hAPpy PBL-ing, PF-ing, REPORT-ing and finallllyyyyyy.....

ENJOY-ing...

1.34am 30 January 09

Lif3 of w-0-n-D-3-R

energy transformation

the so far worst part in first year of PRP =.=

OmG

My Convocation ~ 28 May 2011 =)

what you need to know =)

how are you?

Update!! =)

jia you

Hmph!

If my life without you guys...

One step to gate of death

impermanence

a balanced moment

what say u?!

a maze

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away, who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

happy october ^.^

I'm coming to you soon ^.^

fall in love with you :)

Record

hate this feeling....

T.T

Somebody just knock the door

Happy Malaysia :)

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I-LOVE-THEM

Impermanence

dream

Law of attraction

Part II: As it is now

Part I: As it is now

U say I listen; I say U listen

Day 3

Day 2

Day 1

Happy Birthday, Ming-Yi

Bunny~~!

R-A-I-N-B-O-W

TWO + THREE

Pray hard

Stay away from me....

I'm tired

Bee

It's the time

(-_-)

What say u?

Days with smile

Extensive training

Random thoughts

Hibernating

30012010

13012010

confused

2010 resolution

Here in my Heart

past tense and present tense

hello ..anyone out there?

I'M NOT

First Gathering For 2nd half 2009

Say Yes To My IDOL =)

first week of Sem 5

Quote

decision made!

IDC 09

to someone special

called it FATE, DESTINY or whatever !!

it's 7 TH MAY 09

present from JOEY with a special meaning =)

PEAR MEK ZHOU tong sui

birThdaY WisHesss (",)

23 March 09

finally!!

wahahahahah

countdown!!!

1, 2, 3....here they come!!

sorry

ops....

Ambrose Hsu

angela's bday

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