12.31am 30 March
Monday, March 29, 2010
I'm tired
I'm not tired of walking, not tired of reading, not tired of thinking, not tired of studying, not tired of standing, not tired of being lectured, not tired of arguing, not tired of playing, not tired of screaming, not tired of eating, not tired of everything..
But I just feel tired thinking of it.....
Time to let go..
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Bee
Starting of busy week again..
With these, I hope to leave the unnecessary things behind. Where am I heading to next week?
arH... a place of.................
GOOD NIGHT~~
had been sleepy whole sunday......
It's time to wake up.... \(^.^)/
11.53pm 28March 2010
arH... a place of.................
GOOD NIGHT~~
had been sleepy whole sunday......
It's time to wake up.... \(^.^)/
11.53pm 28March 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
It's the time
It's time to back to reality.
A reality is never something sad to talk about. It's like playing in a wonderland awhile and then when the time is here, time to say bye and make yourself ready for the reality.
I learned something from the movie Alice in Wonderland, just believe in yourself and do what ever u think u should. Do not let anyone influence your thinking or feeling. Somehow, you walk the path on your own. So, choose the best path.
Entering 23, meaning I should be more mature and responsible. I'm growing more mature since at very young age. All these while, I had my own principle and never try against it. I do what is right and say no to what is wrong. Eventually, "me" as in who I am now become the bored person people may describe me. I love to talk, I can talk non-stop, but when in a group, when I said something, my voice hardly can heard by many. and then only I realize, that I'm indeed a shy person and never really be the active one in a group.
Could it be I'm in a different group? Could it be I'm not comfortable with someone? Could it be this is ME??
I just want to listen. haha..
I always think that, I don't talk a lot cause we are not close enough and we don't have common topic to talk about. Yeah, my languages and vocabulary are definitely another barrier for me. and I lack of confidence..
Am always thinking of how to improve myself. Somebody told me to open up. Hmm, maybe it is time for me, not to so bother about what others say about me and not so bother about what people see you when you behave not so properly in public. Play when you need to play, serious when you need to be serious.
I had a great bunch of friends, they tried their best to plan and gave me surprises for my birthday! though it is not a success one, they still did a lot of little little small things that make the whole thing a nice, memorable one.
I learned a lot of things through he extensive training that I undergo recently...
It is time to back to reality. From today onwards, I will find myself in my new world, full of little and bit of happiness, they will eventually become a mountain of happiness..
I have great friends, thanks myvi, cc, xh and my dearest sie chai...
Now I wanna ask do-ra-e-mon for a magic door.
Open it and I'm back in POH-i
hahahaha...
and somebody just love domokun.. so I search some images on domokun..
cute?
* haven't buy my IMU Ball dress >.<
* continue doing my CPK
3.42 pm 25 March 2010
A reality is never something sad to talk about. It's like playing in a wonderland awhile and then when the time is here, time to say bye and make yourself ready for the reality.
I learned something from the movie Alice in Wonderland, just believe in yourself and do what ever u think u should. Do not let anyone influence your thinking or feeling. Somehow, you walk the path on your own. So, choose the best path.
Entering 23, meaning I should be more mature and responsible. I'm growing more mature since at very young age. All these while, I had my own principle and never try against it. I do what is right and say no to what is wrong. Eventually, "me" as in who I am now become the bored person people may describe me. I love to talk, I can talk non-stop, but when in a group, when I said something, my voice hardly can heard by many. and then only I realize, that I'm indeed a shy person and never really be the active one in a group.
Could it be I'm in a different group? Could it be I'm not comfortable with someone? Could it be this is ME??
I just want to listen. haha..
I always think that, I don't talk a lot cause we are not close enough and we don't have common topic to talk about. Yeah, my languages and vocabulary are definitely another barrier for me. and I lack of confidence..
Am always thinking of how to improve myself. Somebody told me to open up. Hmm, maybe it is time for me, not to so bother about what others say about me and not so bother about what people see you when you behave not so properly in public. Play when you need to play, serious when you need to be serious.
I had a great bunch of friends, they tried their best to plan and gave me surprises for my birthday! though it is not a success one, they still did a lot of little little small things that make the whole thing a nice, memorable one.
I learned a lot of things through he extensive training that I undergo recently...
It is time to back to reality. From today onwards, I will find myself in my new world, full of little and bit of happiness, they will eventually become a mountain of happiness..
I have great friends, thanks myvi, cc, xh and my dearest sie chai...
Now I wanna ask do-ra-e-mon for a magic door.
Open it and I'm back in POH-i
remember those cute little memories. how my cousin and little brother love ding dong so much..
catch the series every weekend
and even now, my brother still watching it.. =D
and somebody just love domokun.. so I search some images on domokun..
cute?
rawr rawr rawr
how I love Tom & Jerry especially Jerry.. it is so cute!!
and how I love Mashimaro so much
and my friends even bought it for me!
Mashimaro "JIN TU" is so cute... I'm just loving them...
Winnie the Pooh also quite cute..
finally happy birthday to myself!!
Big Big Girl already
* continue doing my CPK
3.42 pm 25 March 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Days with smile
Latest update:
Glad that there is some change to that special week. Gonna plan that week with something nice and memorable. Anyone free that day? hehe...
However, next week gonna be a packed week.. till I can't planned my schedule well.
And desperately need some oxygen tank.
CP1 and TOXI pbl next Tuesday, CC's logbook and Sem 7 proposal presentation on Thursday, Toxi project and powerpoint slide submission on Friday
I haven't even touch on the last three deadlines.....
Let's see how I die survive this week!
1.13pm March 14 2010
p/s: Happy White Day.......Have you received your chocolate?
Monday, March 8, 2010
Extensive training
I had much more to learn before I can get into it.
I need an extensive training to be more better.
I'm still reading and applying.
I desperately need a guinea pig for my extensive training.
Anyone?
1151 am 9 March 2010
I need an extensive training to be more better.
I'm still reading and applying.
I desperately need a guinea pig for my extensive training.
Anyone?
1151 am 9 March 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Random thoughts
1. Gonna be busy with presentations and deadlines till 1 April, followed by study week and EOS till 30 April...
2. March is here..
Every year around this time, I will be very happy and anticipating every moment till the day come.
3. Someone promise me something two months back, "Do you still remember?"
4. Yeah, this time there will beno hospital attachment on that day, gonna free whole day except meet for discussion for proposal presentation on the next day..
5. That's mean, there will be only wishes through electronic devices...
6. and lack of human touch..
7. in a small square roomfacing the laptop...
8. and dreaming of great surprises
9. Missing the face of people
10. A simple thought, and surprises might make my day.
11. A visit from far-friends will create a smile on my face.
12. A special, nice, hand-made gifts forms millions of new and sweet memories..
13. Hoping for the daywithout stress...
14. Time for my dinner \(^.^)/
7.13pm 6 March 2010
2. March is here..
Every year around this time, I will be very happy and anticipating every moment till the day come.
3. Someone promise me something two months back, "Do you still remember?"
4. Yeah, this time there will be
5. That's mean, there will be only wishes through electronic devices...
6. and lack of human touch..
7. in a small square room
8. and dreaming of great surprises
9. Missing the face of people
10. A simple thought, and surprises might make my day.
11. A visit from far-friends will create a smile on my face.
12. A special, nice, hand-made gifts forms millions of new and sweet memories..
13. Hoping for the day
14. Time for my dinner \(^.^)/
7.13pm 6 March 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Hibernating
Sometimes, I don't know what I want in my life..
There is too much of things happening recently..
and sometimes, I just feeling like hibernating myself and stay in my shell..
Don't wanna think of anything.. Don't wanna feel anything..
I don't get used to ..
ONE question, ONE answer..
which it is more to like stranger..
Maybe it is time for me to get used to it..
And each time, the conversation become
argument type...
Why? I dislike ..
hahaa...
But I can't do anything..
It is time to say sayonara...
Time for hibernating..
~self~
1013pm 10 Feb 2010
There is too much of things happening recently..
and sometimes, I just feeling like hibernating myself and stay in my shell..
Don't wanna think of anything.. Don't wanna feel anything..
I don't get used to ..
ONE question, ONE answer..
which it is more to like stranger..
Maybe it is time for me to get used to it..
And each time, the conversation become
argument type...
Why? I dislike ..
hahaa...
But I can't do anything..
It is time to say sayonara...
Time for hibernating..
~self~
1013pm 10 Feb 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
30012010
dear blog,
Malam itu, dia bercakap,
Saya tak suka orang yang tak gentle..
Ayat-ayat itu
mencucuk hati ku
Tak mengapa la..
Itu la hidup..
Kalau anda tau
cerita sebenar..
Mungkin kah itu benar?
Biarpun saya tak gentle,
itu pun salah kau..
Daftar keluar
~ diri ~
Malam itu, dia bercakap,
Saya tak suka orang yang tak gentle..
Ayat-ayat itu
mencucuk hati ku
Tak mengapa la..
Itu la hidup..
Kalau anda tau
cerita sebenar..
Mungkin kah itu benar?
Biarpun saya tak gentle,
itu pun salah kau..
Daftar keluar
~ diri ~
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
13012010
finally, use more than an hour to rearrange my room.. thought of doing it this weekend, but the pushing feeling is strong, thus, i just go ahead with re-branding my room today.. ^^
went to see doctor again for the same old sickness...
fed up with it already!!
-.-
6.33pm 13 January 2010
went to see doctor again for the same old sickness...
fed up with it already!!
-.-
6.33pm 13 January 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
confused
sometimes, when i think back what had happened for the past few months, it is like a nice sweet dream to me..
I did most the things that i never do..
I cried, I like, I love, I hate.. everything is there...
when suddenly everything stops, it is like .. hmm, maybe in the beginning, can't really adapt to it, but eventually, it goes off slowly..
but come to think of it, there must be a reason for these things to happen.. and till now I still can't figure it out.. what had actually happened ...
and
now i have come back to my busy life..it is like back to reality..
but, mind still can't back to the normal mode .. of studying....
hope time will prove everything...
12.39pm 8 January 09
I did most the things that i never do..
I cried, I like, I love, I hate.. everything is there...
when suddenly everything stops, it is like .. hmm, maybe in the beginning, can't really adapt to it, but eventually, it goes off slowly..
but come to think of it, there must be a reason for these things to happen.. and till now I still can't figure it out.. what had actually happened ...
and
now i have come back to my busy life..it is like back to reality..
but, mind still can't back to the normal mode .. of studying....
hope time will prove everything...
12.39pm 8 January 09
Monday, December 28, 2009
2010 resolution
It is time!! It is time!! It is time!!
1. Live happily. To be less emo.
2. Talk more. Talk more. Talk more.
3. Live healthily and not getting SICK so easily in big DAY.
4. Study. Study. Study.
5. Mudita to others.
6. Care for those who cares for me.
7. Love those who loves me. (Make them less worry about me)
8. Be more nicer to family members.
9. Be more active but keeping profile low.
10. Get more pressie!! (wakaka)
11. Take more nicer photos.
12. Less expressionless.
13. Frown less, Smile more.
(^.^)
1. Live happily. To be less emo.
2. Talk more. Talk more. Talk more.
3. Live healthily and not getting SICK so easily in big DAY.
4. Study. Study. Study.
5. Mudita to others.
6. Care for those who cares for me.
7. Love those who loves me. (Make them less worry about me)
8. Be more nicer to family members.
9. Be more active but keeping profile low.
10. Get more pressie!! (wakaka)
11. Take more nicer photos.
12. Less expressionless.
13. Frown less, Smile more.
(^.^)
Here in my Heart
year 2009 is coming to an end, very soon, everything will be starting all over again..
January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..
every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...
and it goes on till your last breathe...
and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...
this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..
~~~~a~~~~i~~~~~~x~~~~~~~~~i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.
Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?
Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.
I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.
To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.
Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.
Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.
~~y~~~~a~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~y~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n
January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..
every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...
and it goes on till your last breathe...
and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...
this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..
~~~~a~~~~i~~~~~~x~~~~~~~~~i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.
Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?
Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.
I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.
To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.
Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.
Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.
~~y~~~~a~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~y~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
past tense and present tense
The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.
5.20 pm 22 September 09
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.
5.20 pm 22 September 09
hello ..anyone out there?
I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I'M NOT
"I'm stewpid !!! "
"I'm nOT!!"
"yeah, I am!!!'
"Yes, YOU are!!!"
"I'M not!!!"
"you are!!!"
NO NO i'm not...u don't bully me
T___T
9.48 pm 18/8/09
"I'm nOT!!"
"yeah, I am!!!'
"Yes, YOU are!!!"
"I'M not!!!"
"you are!!!"
NO NO i'm not...u don't bully me
T___T
9.48 pm 18/8/09
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
First Gathering For 2nd half 2009
As the first activity after our recent Recruitment Drive, the society will be organizing our first gathering for the second half of 2009.
It has been our tradition of our society to welcome our new members as well as to reunite our current members into a gathering for the sole reason of Fellowship. We have arrange a range of fun-filled activities for everyone to get to know the society's activities, workings and also to help to create a bond between members, a bond of Friendship.
This event will be held in MPH4 (2.07.06) located at 2nd Floor. For those who are not sure how to get there, please refer to the map below:
from the escalator
from the lift
This gathering will be held on 31 July (Friday) from 1.15pm to 2.15pm (Friday Prayers Time), so please have your meal before we begin and try to be punctual. For more information, please contact Sis. Mar-Jie at 016-3966022.
SEE YOU THERE !!!
It has been our tradition of our society to welcome our new members as well as to reunite our current members into a gathering for the sole reason of Fellowship. We have arrange a range of fun-filled activities for everyone to get to know the society's activities, workings and also to help to create a bond between members, a bond of Friendship.
This event will be held in MPH4 (2.07.06) located at 2nd Floor. For those who are not sure how to get there, please refer to the map below:
from the escalator
from the lift
This gathering will be held on 31 July (Friday) from 1.15pm to 2.15pm (Friday Prayers Time), so please have your meal before we begin and try to be punctual. For more information, please contact Sis. Mar-Jie at 016-3966022.
SEE YOU THERE !!!
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