past tense and present tense

The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.


5.20 pm 22 September 09

hello ..anyone out there?

I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09

it's 7 TH MAY 09

22.44PM 3 MAY 09

GOOD LUCK B107...

4/5/09 4.40pm

weather: windy now but still hot

feeling: mixed (missing, scared, happy, day-dreaming)

sleepy: not yet

entertainment: sing song awhile and watch TV at 6pm later

study: improved from the way I study in previous semester

time to sleep: hopefully can sleep more than 4 hours



7/5/09

today, mommy and daddy came KL.. The main purpose is to go to some exhibition in PWTC, while transporting my books back to vista...and then holidaying in GENTING....

after pharm anal 2 EOS, i waited for them in the cafetaria, and due to some miscommunication...(sms's problem)..they ended up in my house, whilE I was still blurring on the side of the road of vista B....Rushed back after received msg from cc's that they were in my house....=.=!!!!!

OKAY, back home...met mom and sis awhile..chat less than 10 minutes, they had to leave for lunch, sister took leave till lunch time, so they were rushing...hmm, got some homemade cookies from sister...(she made in the morning..)... O.o ...can i Learn to make as well???? hehe...yeah, i want to do it during the sem break.....

some special idea is working in my brain, right now... =D

okay, not sure when i started to hav nap, and i woke up at 4.20pm...now still in a state of blur...read the notes, but i don't know if i'm reading it or not...

weekend is coming soon, or should I say is TML...hehe..
wanna have a long, nice sleep before start my revision tml....

i need to charge myself....O.o...

okay, shall start my study now....

THANKS sister for the nice cookies, AND mOMMy for the mango and lunch ....

Muaks....

Love ~YOU~ all always...

5pm, 7 May 09...
(it's May...time run so fast...)

birThdaY WisHesss (",)

here is the reply from the birthday card you all do for me …
(Between, I reply according the order in the card)
1. Karen: Age is not a matter because you always look young to me  but sad also, no one wants to write at the first page. WAKAKA...thanks for being my best housemate (",) and all the best in your future!!!!

2. Hau Yue: Don’t worry, I always remember you and your name. You are the first person I called during orientation to be elected as leader. ( I heard from Cecilia, that you scared that I don’t know who is Hau Yue).
3. Zee Yun: You too, happy always 

4. Fion: Ya, I read yours one first. Haha… since it is on the first page  thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you.

5. Bee Guat: Yes, I will smile more. No stress. And you too all the best!!!

6. Sie Chai: Thanks for everything. You too, I feel grateful that you are by my side all the time, in lab, lunch etc. Yes, I will be more confident!!! You too, enjoy your day!!!

7. Kah Loong: You too, May all your wishes come true. ( Nextime write longer, you have nothing to say to me??? LoLZZZ)

8. Wai Han: lolz..first one to write wishes??? Why not write in first page?? Haha…joking la…my pleasure to have your first pen on the card as well 

9. Kuan Yin: I’m happy to be able to help you too!!! That shall be our memorable memory. Lolz…You too, May all your wishes come true.

10. Cecilia: Thanks for the surprise planning celebration and the card  Memories will be forever in mind 

FRIENDS FOREVER


11. See Wen: =. =!! Icing sugar??? Must be from our dear Yvonne… haha… You too. May all your dreams come true.

12. Shi Yee: Was surprise to see your wishes in the card because didn’t see you in uni for some time. And thanks for calling me on that night too… HAHA… too bad, you can’t get any info from me… between, I haven’t scolded him for misunderstand you!!!!

13. Hui San: hehe…yOu too, stay cute and all the best in the future!!!

14. Kungfu Panda: For your information, I know how to read simple mandarin. Even if I can’t, I have friends to ask!!!Lolz…ya, no stress…You too, add oil in your studies. Don’t be too confident. Over confident in IMU brings you no good!!!

15. Ah Wong: I’m glad to have you as my PBL members too. Glad to know you more than before  hope our friendship will grow taller 

16. Wai Shan: ………….. Muax…………I enjoy my BIG day. Thanks 

17. Jia Xin: thanks for all your wishes. You too, Ganbatte for the remaining sem. Smile always

18. Siok Yean a.k.a Monster Cartoon: Haha… You know why I called you monster cartoon? Because the cartoon you draw really look like a CUTE monster. HEHE… thanks for everything too and you have been a good friend too.

19. OHC: emo emo go away… aiyo… go and come… how??? New ai xin always will back to old ai xin. Cause that is the special of old ai xin. This is me  thanks for always care for me  Yes, I can make it! Muacksssss…. You too, don’t EMO la..

20. Ming-yi: Yes, I enjoyed that day and thanks for all the surprises and everything you have done. You understand me too well but don’t always just assume. Hehe.. cause I change very often

21. Angela: Good luck and all the best too!!!

22. Ling Wei: thanks for your wishes and Photostat lecture notes for me

23. Ee Vern, Tze Teen, Kaveena, Jiaa Yinn, Weng Fai, Chien, Sin Ye: Thanks for your wishes!!!

24. Pui Chin: thanks for the wishes!! I’ll be there for you too…

25. Joanne: Though you think I’m irritating you. But I still love sitting behind you… To irritate you more… Haha…because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

26. Nicole: All the best!!! Can’t fool you on the 1st april…yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr……. Muacksss…. Love you too, Nicole

27. Xuan Han: thanks for making effort to plan this surprises. I really enjoyed! Okay, will slow down my footstep and observe things besides me. You too!! Hope you will find your PRINCE soon.
FRUIT cAKE


28. ELyn: Thanks for the wishes and the chocolates. I was surprise to get it on that day  And of course, thanks for the ride to South City and have dinner with me on the first day of our hospital attachment. I know that day all of us is very tired, and I felt so grateful that you guys still spent time to celebrate with me though is not that grand. I appreciate it. Thanks. Especially to L. Mei Mei since she was not feeling well that day 

in WONG KOK, South City (",)



Last Day in Hospital Putrajaya


29. Soon Yang, Jasmine, Pang Tsen, Yi Won: thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you all. All the best 

30. Khai Mei: LOlz…yes, I will be more optimistic. Ops, you also know I’m emo. Guess, is my trademark. Haha…sweat!!! Hugs… yOu too, may all your wishes come true 

31. Keen Seng: thanks for you wishes… And same to you!! Wish you find your true love soon. Don’t always create rumours la!!! If you like somebody, go ahead!!! Remember: Actions speak louder than words

32. Keen Yau: thanks for the wishes and everything. And same to you; you are nice and friendly too. Haha ... All the best!!!

33. Yeen Shuang: cute cute Yeen Shuang, thanks for the wishes. All the best in IMU and future!!!

34. Stace: thanks for your wishes and I’m glad to have you as my friend too since semester 1. You always bring me cheers and nice to talk to  Yes, less emo blog from now onwards!!! All the best in future too!!!

35. Beh: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Dreams come true!!!

36. Eric: Know you will read my blog. Hehe, so help me send my reply to your two buddies, ok? Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And same to you, happy always… add oil in IMU ..

37. Yvonne: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Be the best of yourself!!!

38. Melissa: thanks for the wishes. And nice to have you as my neighbour too!!! All the best!!! Sing song for me 

39. Felicia: sheng ri kuai le is not that hard to read… haha…ya, I will be happy everyday and smile everyday with you by my side…So, you know what to do now!!!  by my side forever, GIRL!!! bleh…. =p

40. Khai Xhuen: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future and thanks for everything!!!

41. Michelle: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And dreams come true!!!

42. Peggy: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Thanks for being my PBL member for two sem… nICe PBL-ing with you too!!!

43. Tracy: Just in case, you ever forget… I’m AI XIN… not AISHIN ya…hahahaha… Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, I reached the last page 

44. Wan Ling: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Happy forever, oh ya, don’t be the EMO queen la… haha…and nice to know you as HAMSTERKOH…nice name …lolz…

45. Kah Yee: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Let’s ganbatte in IMU…

46. Chai Yen: my orientation member, at last we get close after such a long time. Glad to sit beside you and thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

47. Misa: Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Ya…add oil in IMU… thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, it has reached the last page. And here, I wanna say thank you again for all those wishing me that day!!! And if I left out anyone, BIG sorry from me ya!!!!

48: The most important person in my life besides my family members:
Joey Ling: thanks for countdown – ing for me… I was so surprise and of course the long wishes in Facebook…sorry for didn’t give you a long list too on your BIG day… cause I was rushing my presentation. So, don’t have time to do that.  hope you don’t mind. And of course, was waiting for my “ G ” from you … haha…wonder what is that!!! So surprise…and your small BB still in my cupboard…. Hoping to see you soon  thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

49: Last but not least, our western blotting!!! I had told this friend that my birthday is on 24/3 and no response from you. (It is expected!!!) BUT… when you called and said, today is your birthday??? I was like… err err.. err…err.. How should I response?? Haha…. Anyway, thanks for calling and wish  and the KIWI…haha…

50. AND finally CK a.k.a my DD in Johor: haha… thanks for wishing me with all the western food sharp at 12 am. Between, that one not considers your promise!! You still owe me spagethi, mushroom soup, chicken chop,  muax muax…
The Gift (",)


those stayed on 23rd March 09





11.47pm 1/4/09

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (",)

industrial visit

finally!!

Have been quiet for sometimes,
With all the uncountable workload visited me one after another,
Having no rest just to give them the best shot,
Five had visited me for months,
And just left this Monday,
Some just gave me once – in – awhile visit.
Oh yes, not that good if I don’t visit any.
So, I have made a trip last Tuesday and Wednesday.
Discover my future on the first day,
Get bored on the second day.
Given a rest day on the next day,
But how far I can rest?
Not that much either.
Finally, the last day on the workload has arrived.
Standing in front of the 20+ people and perform.
Kringggg, signifies the end of the hard day.


9.20pm 27 March 09

wahahahahah

3 more days (",)

regarding to the previous post, hope I didn't scare most of you with all those !@#$%$#

haha... not cause stress...but just want to say something, but can't say it out..

and add oil to all B107...

12.30am 21 March 09

happy birthday to TIAN HUI LIAN and LEE SIN YEE (nursing in IMu)

countdown!!!

8 more days to go..
and I will have hospital attachment..

hurray!!!
faster finish the portfolio and study study study...

ahem....excited excited...

everyone is sooooooo




bleh!!!

7.35pm 16 March 09

wow...cool website (",)

wow...here is the analysis from a test i did from online..
here is the website..


most the analysis are so true..even myself can't believe it..

the analysis result
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. (this is quite true) You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (true)


The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (i'm not sure..hahaha..)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: (DEFINITELY not true!!!)

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. (true)
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. (OMG...so real)It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

MORE TO GO...

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you. (true)
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. (true)
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. (TRUE)
People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? (ArghhHhH...don't think so)
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. (let see)

MORE TO GO...
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. (wow, how i wish this one is true)

guess it is time for me to stop..clicking on more to go on that website..and start studying biotechnology again..!!!hhahahahahah...

7 MARCH 2009, 10.17 pm

new new new :)

OPS...hehe..
feel so tired now..
just finished choosing my new template...
okay, gonna edit after fri class test ba..or mayb af biotech..hehe..
ops..hav to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz NOW...

11.13 am 3 March 09