past tense and present tense

The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.


5.20 pm 22 September 09

hello ..anyone out there?

I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09