I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09
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