jia you

>_<

had been busy..

feel like writing something.....

but I wanna say..

I think I know what i want in my life........ :)


12.32 am 18 Dec 2010

Hmph!

Questions/Things that I hate being asked by any friends!

1. What do you usually do during your free time?
(when you have nothing to say, this is the question being asked~~!!in this era, what you all usually do? watch tv, movie, surfing net? playing sports? unless you have something different from others~!!!!)

2. Your dress very nice... Where did you buy it? How much? .....
=___________="
 (okay, I admit that I do ask the same questions to many people! Some time! yes... I must change.. as I don't like people to ask me that questions, so I won't do that to anyone!)




11.11pm 27 nov 2010

If my life without you guys...

Some saying goes this way…

Life is like chapters in book, people you meet today might just appear in only one chapter, some may appear for chapters, some just drop by awhile in that chapter…how many of us will remember each chapter? How many of us will notice the changing of characters in each chapter?….

My university life is going to an end soon. Since I’m in school, I appreciate my studies life, though I did complain about how stressful during exam time, how dreadful during passing up assignment time, how troublesome have to wake up early for lectures and etc. though most my friends started to work part-time during school holiday or even hoping for working life rather than study life. I appreciate every moment I have.

I don’t remember much or have any photos *soft copy* for my primary school friends.

These days.. it's emo time for almost everyone in B1-07...

Saying good bye to each others, will only seeing each others after 9 weeks... 

Not going to countdown for new year together, no more flooding lecture halls with "red red" during chinese new year. 

the next time we meet each other next year ... *countdown*

hey, we survive 3 1/2 years in IMU..

I'm sure all of us will get through the final semester... 

hwaiting !!

Ganbatte!!!

B-1-0-7

There were times when we laughed together,

There were times when we hanged out together,

There were times when we don’t like each others,

There were times we had conflicts with each others,

There were times when we teased each others,

There were times we fight against each others,

But we are always together as B1-07

Because,

Without love, we won’t hate.

Without fight, we won’t understand.

Without concern, we won’t care.

In other words,

Without YOU ALL, B1-07 will never exist.

12.39 am 181110

I'm given a second chance to live in this world,
To love those people I love,
To care for those people that need my care,
To go through all the given tasks,
To sail through all the sufferings,
To sail through all the unseen problems,
Of all these,
To have a new life....

I'm not sure if I ever regretted
to know this,
Cause all the complications
arises from this...

Because of this,
I see the world differently.
Because of this,
My life changed in its own way.
Because of this,
Various walk of life has entered and leave.

Life is about it,
Up and down you'll see..
When you are up,
You will feel a different momentum.
When you are down,
You will feel a different force of compulsion.

So, what's it about?
Uncertainty....



12.54pm 6 nov 10

hmm....

I'm not happy....





Am I ???

Not sure....




Do I??


Don't know.....



6.05pm 4Nov2010

One step to gate of death

>_<


I should be doing my thesis instead of this!! yeah..


021110  today in history


1. Lab on Monday (Seeding), Tuesday - yday ( Treatment) - 9 well plates 3 cell lines... 
*  Consequences: My right hand was no longer belong to me...... *


2. Able to finish my lab on time be4 5.15pm to join soon yang's birthday celebration.... (yeah, should I regret ?? LOL ) 


3. Wait wait ......finally everyone's here and we started our journey to Ampang...... Being assigned to WC's car...... Story began.......On the road....


6. Everyone was talking, discussing, and the noise was kind of irritate me...this could be due to the reason for being trapped in the lab whole day with my tired  hand.... I just wanted to rest in the car before we reached the destination... so I was looking at those cars on the opposite lane..... appreciating what's outside the window....... and ...........one of the interesting moment that stunned me in few seconds.... more than 10 seconds i guess....*being slow* here....


It was like a watching a movie...........*I'm serious...*...


I can't really remembered the whole situation whether there was another car in the fast lane or not... but it seemed like... yes.... haha... so the story below was a bit of my imagination (to include chi lun's car in the scene), some which told by passengers in CL's car (the real condition) and from what I saw (continuous from what's seen by chi lun they all..)


character: Truck owned by Petronas... below is a picture that I googled..... involved part = only the head part.....

Witness: KYee, SMun, Dav, CL, JG, ME, Yv…

Time: 6.04-6.06pm

Wong’s car was leading followed by CL’s car and Kyin’s car with WC’s car was the last...

After awhile, CL was in fast lane, Wong’s car no where to be found and Kyin’s car was still in front of us……

CL said, the truck was in the fast lane too (from opposite lane), then suddenly out of control, turned into right side where it drove up the divider. Their car was at that very moment where the truck turned, lucky them, the driver did not speed and CL was able to speed on time and escape the door of death. phew* really a narrow escape for them*

Back to WC ' s car, I was still dreaming and when I saw the truck turned (I didn't realize CL's car), I can feel that the driver brake the truck in time where when it stopped, it was like ONE metre from me.... YEAH..... so near........ I was still feel like watching some sorts of movie.... 

I don't know whether to shout/scream or act like nothing happened... oh yeah, I did... act like nothing happened... for few seconds... after we passed by the truck...... Yv shouted.....OMG...... and WC was like..."what what what happened.." And when she saw the incident through the mirror.... she said..."what if I drive less slower, we might not be here already.."

*So, conclusion..... You may meet an accident even when you drive slow.....GOD Bless *

 Here is the illustration …… 

and I took a snapshot of the incident after awhile….at 6.06pm….

Hmm…. Zoom in to see a clearer image….

And with this…. We managed to skip all the jam caused by this truck….

Imagine…

Everything happened for a second. What if it really grabs my life, what are the most regret things that I have? If you asked me this question few years back….yes, I can tell you… I have lots….

But now I can tell you, there is only one thing I will regret most is… I never say “I LOVE YOU” to my mom, dad, sister, brother, grandparents, cousins, and all my family members…

But in my heart, I'll always love them….

* So when the next time you are trapped in a jam, don’t curse! Be grateful that you are trapped in a jam instead of being the one who almost step into the gate of death J

Signing off.....

2.01pm 031110

is the chapter ending soon?
are you going to leave soon??

and just leave pieces of memories???

:(

"I still want you to stay longer in this chapter"

1.10pm 27 oct10

impermanence

The moment I feared most will be coming soon...

yeah, it's the semester 8......
hahaa... not the workload or the stress day that I'm fear of...

But is the absence of three months (till CNY)
That I might lost some friends or less keep in touch like how we used to...
which I had experienced it once...
But they said, if the friendship is strong enough, this kind of situation will not happened...

I don't know....
people tend to forget you when you are not around....
that's what I felt.....
or maybe they will be close with some other people during that time...

@.@
where is my positive thinking >_<
sorry for the readers....
I just wanna release what i feel and think.....

happy weekend ahead!!!

I'm happy to be attached to Ipoh Hospital =D
mommy daddy, I love you

11.14 am 27 October

a balanced moment

Yeah

I finally say whatever I want to say..
Do whatever I feel like doing...
Shy as I feel to..
Talk as I want to....
Type as I love to.....
Decide as I prefer....

~.. A moment where I truly enjoy...~


before I really got stressed up with my presentation

good night!!

1.01am 15 October 2010

1. Will be attached to Hospital Ipoh for semester 8 hospital posting (yes, expected!!!thus, some gathering had been arranged...)

2. Gonna miss some of my friends....yeah.. especially ..You...the one reading!! LOL

3. Had been surrounded by so-called old@mature friends recently... and making me feel more young...(yes, younger!! okay la.. just that they kept on repeating... "young"...)

and hate it when they said... " yOu are still young....".. " I see more things than you and experience more... "...
hmm, yeah, have to agree that they are more experienced.... but but... sharing is caring.. so share with me...LOL........

OYasumi~  1.10am

what say u?!

To say or not to say...

Recently...
I have this question popping up my mind
once in a while...
whether should I say it out..
or just let the time proves everything...

I never have such feeling
whenever I face this kind of problem...yeah*never*
usually, I will just sit down and watch....
never ever thinking of saying it...
maybe too paiseh??? *Shy shy*
(yes, I'm a shy girl.. and it maybe a turn off for many things too - nevertheless.. I am Me...)

        

*camera shy*
~faint~

But this time...
For no reason...
I just feel like saying it out..
YES~~!!
say it out LOUD



There is one time
I even decided to say...
and yeah...
without thinking...
without consider anything

just feel like telling you.....
I...............

TIme just stop at that very moment......
yes, it's stop!

*aiks... stewpid!~~ how can you stop the time??!??!?!?!?!!*

and I couldn't manage to say it out...

Now .. at this moment... i feel like saying it out again...

yes, again!!!

Can I??
I won't get punished , right??? hehehe *hoping so*

Once I say it out....
Is there any other chance that I can turn back time?

errrmmmmmm.........
I don't know....
I don't wish to turn back time....

For whatever decision I made today...
I know it is not the best of ever...
but it is always the best for me
at that moment....
yeah... so no regret for making decision...

back to work~!!!

p/s: I haven't say it out yet.... should I???

1.15pm 13 October 2010

a maze

It's all about living in a circle....

From the day I got myself into it
(Which is in June 2009...)
It has been surrounded by it then...
It's either here earlier or joining later...

Each came with different line,
Ended with different door.

For when I bump into anyone,
in this circle,
Should I make a U-turn?
Or stay till the door close?

after all,

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away, who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Life is like a maze, isn't it? 

10.07 am
12 Oct 2010

happy october ^.^

 tik tok tik tok....
time is running...
time to put on your gear..
and move on~!!


926pm 3 october 10

I'm coming to you soon ^.^

YIpppie!!!!!!!!!

I'm coming to you very sooooooonnnnn.....

My favourite place of all....

Here I'm coming to you very soon....

The most important is ...

My family is coming!!!!!!!!!

with grandparents and cousin!!

it has been a long time we had our trip together.....

anticipating it.... ^_^

1 October 2010 3.11pm 

fall in love with you :)

I still remembered, 

the very first time, 

when karen told me about wings musicafe... 

I feel so excited and wanted to go at least once...

I never been to such places before even places like "hai luo"

That was about one and half year ago I guess...

The first time I went, 

was early of this year, 

when kenny skipped his ping pong practice,

to have dinner with us... 

With no intention to visit this cafe at all,

(because there is always no people in that cafe around 7-8pm)

That was my first time.... 

Sharp at 9pm, 

the singing begins...

and it had captured my attention and heart....

The feeling is very hard to be explained...

but I'm just so loving it....

ever since then, 

and with such a coincidence...

jaa ming always asked me and other buddhist members to go yumcha at wings'

for the singers, songs, environment.....

Went to Subang Jaya branch for the first time with ming-yi and li wan

which is about 2 months ago....

and recently to Puchong branch with chen yeh, sing ean and kai zia...

(on the same day, super senior performed in medic orientation)

me @ subang jaya branch

not long ago, I finally able to invite some of our batchmates to go..

on 7/9/10, a day before yvonne's birthday...

we went there... 

She got a free meal... and yes! a free meal...

can redeem your free meal two days before and after your birthday.... :)

and we celebrated her birthday sharp at 12am

with nick, cecilia and joe sang birthday song to the birthday girl, we stayed till almost 1am...

with joe, cecilia and nick

cecilia and nick

and the very recent one...

dated 26/9/10,

we went there again...

thanks yong wei and leang...

for spending time with us there 

after dinner at societea...

thanks lot...

and I was super happy that night...

because they sang almost all the songs I requested...

three out of few songs...

and I'm so loving it.. 

when Joe decided to sing 火柴天堂 (huo chai tian tang)...

and yes, I love it so much.....

click here to check out the video

*thanks weng fai for finding me the song :) 

9.37pm 27 September 2010 

Record

back to reality...

fairy tale will always be a fairy tale...

and yeah, no matter what kind of decision I had made, I know there will be a reason behind it...

I don't have those strong feeling into saying yes...

I don't have those strong feeling into saying no either...

So, I shall just stick with my own perception??

yes, that's what I did....

I still believe things will go on its own way....

not sure.. if this will make you leave my chapter... or continue staying...

but thanks for dropping by =D

1230am, 24 september 2010
If there is pause and record button, which one will you choose??

hate this feeling....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

++++ thinking....

1.37pm 23 september 2010

today in history... this is the date, u wrote on my autograph book :)

To a certain point, I'm very happy for it to happen..
It has been my dream for ages that if this kind of things will happen to me.. like a fairy tale...

But back in reality....
Is it real? I'm scare of being conned....
Really scare......

@.@

can somebody help me?

6.04pm 22 sept 2010

T.T

I don't like making decision...
especially when each decision I made will affect certain point in my life...


Help me~~ 




5.57pm 22 Sept 2010

Somebody just knock the door

The title of this post is kinda funny though :)

so, what does the door mean?

it is a new chapter in my book!!

from now onwards, for each person that enters my life will have a chance to step in my blog...LOL


*provided I have time in writing it*  ~~ LOL ~~

A very lame introduction for this chapter which I guess I will remember it forever. *Hope so*

and so far, everyone is able to move forward to this new chapter :)

Kudos ~!!

1210pm, 16 September 2010

Happy Malaysia :)

oH great!
there goes my holidays!!!

My holiday started when I went back hometown last Thursday. And yes, I was lazying around and too lazy to go out with mommy most probably due to the rainy day?

hehe...... Thought I would have one whole next week for myself after back from my penang cruise at that moment, and yes, I did made a wrong calculation....

Was so excited about penang trip though knowing it will be a boring one *after Q-ing my friend that went for the cruise earlier than me... somehow what matter is the people who go with you, isn't it...?

hehehe....

even before the cruise, I was attacked by this sore throat...!!

okay, I shall admit I took lots fried food, drink lesser water, drink pao sum(mum's fault) and eat bak feng yun




Dropped by Queensbay mall for some shopping (the old n young men bought sth!!>.< not me =( ... )

hahaha, and we had our lunch there before visiting our auntie in gelugor.....

*clap hands* for reaching her house without asking direction from her :)

stayed till around 4pm, we headed to swettenham pier to board the cruise....

Lots people were waiting when we reached there around 4.40pm, sunday....

here is the cruise :)

pictures of mine coming soon :)

Click here to check out my friend's photo.. she took everything about the cruise. But some of you might not be able to view it..if you are not her friend. Sorry for that :)

the worst thing was..... Fever attacked after back from the trip....might be due to the sore throat plus the cold and hot weather in 24 hours.....

there goes my Tuesday --> on the bed whole day, missed friends gathering

Wednesday --> was recovering, still can't go out.... lovely rainy windy day outside... too cold for me

Thursday --> woke up early despite sleep less than 4 hours yday night.....read blogs .... update my blogs...

Friday --> IT IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

Saturday --> back KL de =(  at night, might be going SJBA mooncake celebration

Sunday --> B hill * fingers crossed* hope my body is strong enough to hike! Will be supporting friends' game competition in International Garden School Mont Kiara...*hope I can reach on time*

11.36 am 16 September 2010

Happy Malaysia :)

梦 梦 梦

I had a weird dreams these three nights...

first night is a dream I never thought I will like it so much... *Sweet sweet*

Second night I got a dream in a dream (inception)
- If I sleep in my dream, I will get hunted....*Run~!! which I don't dare to close my eyes at all~!*

Third night, I dreamt of my past....although the feeling is so real... till I myself mixed up with the reality feeling...
hmm, is that my true feeling or?


5.01pm 3 Sept 2010

I-LOVE-THEM

Blog - long time never blog

Reason - uncountable

Feeling - guilty

And NOW..

I am blogging~~~

It has been a busy weeks or maybe months for me, I'm glad it's going to be over soon...

Ehipassiko Camp 

IMU Buddhist Society's 5th Ehipassiko Camp was a valuable and enriching experience! 

Thanks to everyone. Let's continue to support IMUBS!!

Upekkha group~!!

Plus Dave

Who are behind him??

Ex-committees of Buddhist Society..

Camp committees 

The camp participants :)

Twins Birthday 

3/7/10

Present ~~ Cake ~~ Waiting ~~ Tea ~~~ Pavillion~~~

The girls who went there early morning

Waiting for the other groups to come

Group photos

 

Not forget, the birthday guys

Wei Wen's birthday

Supposed to be in Ipoh that time.. 

But because of the birthday boy I rushed back....hahaha (hmm, this is most people might be thinking.... )

the fact is.... supervisor wanna meet us on Monday morning which had been cancelled when I was in the bus. >.<

Anyway, glad to be there...

 :) happy birthday, wei wen :)

Inception (a must watch movie)

Feeling sick that day, but I still wanted to go and watch this movie before the research start.. >.<

Bizarre group

Farewell to Mr Keivan

Stella's Birthday

Paiseh for not able to attend khai mei's and jia xin's birthday party....

happy birthday ~~~!!!

Farewell dinner

One year ago, I bid farewell to my seniors..

One year later......

I had tried my best to be part of the committees! 

All the best for the coming committees :)

Astro Chinese Singing Competition Final 24 July 2010

For more photos, click here

The stage and people

The winner

Nicholas Teo!!!!!!!!!!

Unexpected... I was there!!!

Vassa Offering Ceremony

Devotees offer necessities to buddhist monks who observe three-month rainy season retreat (Vassa) . During Vassa, the monk will practice buddhism (esp. meditation) diligently in order to attain enlightenment while it is easier for the devotees to learn Dharma from & make food offerings for them as the monks will only stay at one place. At the end of Vassa, it is Kathina which is a time of giving, for the laity to express gratitude to monks. Offering items will include new robes.


We started off by making offering to the Buddha at the Bodhi tree and also in shrine hall, followed by chanting and offering ceremony. Felt peaceful & joyful during the ceremony :')
(copied from the chen yeh's album

Sky Bridge 28 July 2010

Check FB for more photos.

The original group

Left us

Camwhoring while waiting to go up the bridge

Movie time

On the bridge

Me on the bridge

Ling wei and I

oh ya, never forget to wish our dear birthday girl on this special day...

Tracy!!!!!

Happy birthday :) 

Sunway Lagoon 31/7/10

a great experience with my dear cousin & BF and yean... 

Click here to view more about details. 

A very interesting photo

Me n yean

What am I doing there??

Haha.. waiting for the water to splash down

Was up the sky for at least 5 times....hahaha

Naughty yean

The three leng luis =P

Finally, me and my cousin, hui jin... 

the only photo of the day >.<

Bestie gathering at sunway @ Chong QIng steamboat 3August 2010 

Thanks joey n siong sung for fetching me :)

click here for more photos

Temple visit 

 A relaxing & inspiring trip to the famous Dong Zen Temple which was aimed to build up the fellowship among the members while exposing them to the culture of Mahayana Buddhism. 

We first visited to the Dhamma Study Centre and had a briefing of the FGS's educational organization. Coincidentally, the MMU students were also there. We had a short inspiring video-- Joyful Fish and a motivating debriefing by venerable. It was about the mind, attitude & perception of life. 

Later, we went to the art gallery to appreciate the art pieces. We then paid our homage to the Buddha's relics (sarira), the physical remains of Buddha in the form of tiny pearl-like, translucent and multi-coloured beads. The holy relics represent wholesome cultivation of precepts, meditation and wisdom. There are relics of physical body (Buddha's physical remains) and relics of the Dharma body (expounded teachings by Him). Seeing the Buddha's relics is like seeing the Buddha Himself. We pay homage to the relics which symbolize the Buddha and the characteristics of an enlightened body. By viewing the holy relics, it inspires us to develop loving-kindness and compassion, to understand Buddha's valuable teachings and to practice the Dharma.

Soon after, we tried out the sutra calligraphy. Due to time constraint, we performed calligraphy with 2-sentence sayings instead of the 260+ words prajnaparamita sutra. When one concentrates on performing the calligraphy, one would become mindful and thus with continuing practice, gradually free from deluded thoughts or defilements with arising wisdom. It is believed that one could attain one-mindedness and ease of body and mind by practicing sutra calligraphy with mindfulness.

After that, we went the main shrine hall and having a briefing about the activities organised by FGS and their significance. Then, we had a nice vegetarian meal at FGS's Tea House. 

Overall, it was a fun & eye-opening trip. Sadhu to the organizing committees and all the participants. May you all remember what been learned especially the Three Good -- Do Good Deeds, Say Good Words & Think Good Thought, and apply in daily life, in order to be happier and carefree! ;") Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu! (Excellence!)

(copied from chen yeh's album)

Writing sutra calligraphy

I'm grad!!!!!!!!!!

With Juniors

Upekkha + Faci Dave

group photos

finally, THREE GOODS

Wei Ping's birthday 15 August 2010

@ 100 degree celcius steamboat

IMU Chinese Singing Competition

Me and E lyn

Congrats Super Seniors

Beh's birthday

Birthday boy

Kean Ping's birthday

Sweet couple

IMU Convocation 21 August 2010

with chin yeong

with silvaraj

with ka yin

with sin ye

with chun kang

Incovarians~~

X-treme @ Auditorium

3 Bouquets of sunflowers!~

Pesta Nalanda 2010 August 22

Food Fair & Fund Raising event
22 August 2010

5 of us; Me, Guo Hong, Mar-Jie, Kang Wee, Ren Yi
woke up before 6 am and gathered in front of IMU at 6.15am ....

Thanks Brother Lee for fetching us to Nalanda
Reached Nalanda before 7am....
had a light breakfast.
after registered, we set up our booth...

being assigned to information centre, me and GH had to know most of Nalanda activities...

Next to our booth, is the mooncake selling food, there's where we met Li Ai from KBU and Ah Miao from UPM...

Most of the time, two of us helped out in selling mooncake rather than providing information to public....ahhahahahaha..

*evil laugh*

towards the end, Nalanda mooncake was sold in three different booths... ^^

Last but not least, after finish selling, we helped out in counting coupons...

Reach vista at 5.50pm (And i need to rush for dinner appointment at 6pm >.<)

Thanks everyone for making this event a success and wonderful

*I-gemz was there performing too... It's so nice~~!!! I likey ~


* I saw Joey, Siong SUng and Eddy.....

more photos from here.

David's birthday


For more details, read this blog.

Cake and crab

a really big groups of people

Medic orientation @ 25 August 2010

Photos by Chen Yeh

Sunway Giza @ 26 August 2010

Sunway Pyramid @ 27 August 2010

Get a free movie treat  "love in disguise" and lunch treat "homemade oyster mee suah"

Shop for presents~~ 

1.08 pm 28 August 2010

Upcoming events on 28 August 2010:

Bentong trip to sin hui's housewarming which I had declined the invitation though I wanted to go very much...

Sister's visit to vista~~!!

2nd IMU Pharmacy School Gathering @ IMU @ 7 pm ... Link to the event