Here in my Heart

year 2009 is coming to an end, very soon, everything will be starting all over again..

January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..

every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...

and it goes on till your last breathe...


and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...

this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..

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The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.

Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?

Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.

I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.

To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.

Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.

Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.

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