Lif3 of w-0-n-D-3-R: It's the time

It's time to back to reality.

A reality is never something sad to talk about. It's like playing in a wonderland awhile and then when the time is here, time to say bye and make yourself ready for the reality.
I learned something from the movie Alice in Wonderland, just believe in yourself and do what ever u think u should. Do not let anyone influence your thinking or feeling. Somehow, you walk the path on your own. So, choose the best path.

Entering 23, meaning I should be more mature and responsible. I'm growing more mature since at very young age. All these while, I had my own principle and never try against it. I do what is right and say no to what is wrong. Eventually, "me" as in who I am now become the bored person people may describe me. I love to talk, I can talk non-stop, but when in a group, when I said something, my voice hardly can heard by many. and then only I realize, that I'm indeed a shy person and never really be the active one in a group.
Could it be I'm in a different group? Could it be I'm not comfortable with someone? Could it be this is ME??
I just want to listen. haha..

I always think that, I don't talk a lot cause we are not close enough and we don't have common topic to talk about. Yeah, my languages and vocabulary are definitely another barrier for me. and I lack of confidence..

Am always thinking of how to improve myself. Somebody told me to open up. Hmm, maybe it is time for me, not to so bother about what others say about me and not so bother about what people see you when you behave not so properly in public. Play when you need to play, serious when you need to be serious.

I had a great bunch of friends, they tried their best to plan and gave me surprises for my birthday! though it is not a success one, they still did a lot of little little small things that make the whole thing a nice, memorable one.

I learned a lot of things through he extensive training that I undergo recently...

It is time to back to reality. From today onwards, I will find myself in my new world, full of little and bit of happiness, they will eventually become a mountain of happiness..

I have great friends, thanks myvi, cc, xh and my dearest sie chai...

Now I wanna ask do-ra-e-mon for a magic door.

Open it and I'm back in POH-i