a balanced moment

Yeah

I finally say whatever I want to say..
Do whatever I feel like doing...
Shy as I feel to..
Talk as I want to....
Type as I love to.....
Decide as I prefer....

~.. A moment where I truly enjoy...~


before I really got stressed up with my presentation

good night!!

1.01am 15 October 2010

1. Will be attached to Hospital Ipoh for semester 8 hospital posting (yes, expected!!!thus, some gathering had been arranged...)

2. Gonna miss some of my friends....yeah.. especially ..You...the one reading!! LOL

3. Had been surrounded by so-called old@mature friends recently... and making me feel more young...(yes, younger!! okay la.. just that they kept on repeating... "young"...)

and hate it when they said... " yOu are still young....".. " I see more things than you and experience more... "...
hmm, yeah, have to agree that they are more experienced.... but but... sharing is caring.. so share with me...LOL........

OYasumi~  1.10am

what say u?!

To say or not to say...

Recently...
I have this question popping up my mind
once in a while...
whether should I say it out..
or just let the time proves everything...

I never have such feeling
whenever I face this kind of problem...yeah*never*
usually, I will just sit down and watch....
never ever thinking of saying it...
maybe too paiseh??? *Shy shy*
(yes, I'm a shy girl.. and it maybe a turn off for many things too - nevertheless.. I am Me...)

        

*camera shy*
~faint~

But this time...
For no reason...
I just feel like saying it out..
YES~~!!
say it out LOUD



There is one time
I even decided to say...
and yeah...
without thinking...
without consider anything

just feel like telling you.....
I...............

TIme just stop at that very moment......
yes, it's stop!

*aiks... stewpid!~~ how can you stop the time??!??!?!?!?!!*

and I couldn't manage to say it out...

Now .. at this moment... i feel like saying it out again...

yes, again!!!

Can I??
I won't get punished , right??? hehehe *hoping so*

Once I say it out....
Is there any other chance that I can turn back time?

errrmmmmmm.........
I don't know....
I don't wish to turn back time....

For whatever decision I made today...
I know it is not the best of ever...
but it is always the best for me
at that moment....
yeah... so no regret for making decision...

back to work~!!!

p/s: I haven't say it out yet.... should I???

1.15pm 13 October 2010