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Thursday, October 14, 2010

a balanced moment

Yeah

I finally say whatever I want to say..
Do whatever I feel like doing...
Shy as I feel to..
Talk as I want to....
Type as I love to.....
Decide as I prefer....

~.. A moment where I truly enjoy...~


before I really got stressed up with my presentation

good night!!

1.01am 15 October 2010

1. Will be attached to Hospital Ipoh for semester 8 hospital posting (yes, expected!!!thus, some gathering had been arranged...)

2. Gonna miss some of my friends....yeah.. especially ..You...the one reading!! LOL

3. Had been surrounded by so-called old@mature friends recently... and making me feel more young...(yes, younger!! okay la.. just that they kept on repeating... "young"...)

and hate it when they said... " yOu are still young....".. " I see more things than you and experience more... "...
hmm, yeah, have to agree that they are more experienced.... but but... sharing is caring.. so share with me...LOL........

OYasumi~  1.10am

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

what say u?!


To say or not to say...

Recently...
I have this question popping up my mind
once in a while...
whether should I say it out..
or just let the time proves everything...

I never have such feeling
whenever I face this kind of problem...yeah*never*
usually, I will just sit down and watch....
never ever thinking of saying it...
maybe too paiseh??? *Shy shy*
(yes, I'm a shy girl.. and it maybe a turn off for many things too - nevertheless.. I am Me...)
        
*camera shy*
~faint~

But this time...
For no reason...
I just feel like saying it out..
YES~~!!
say it out LOUD



There is one time
I even decided to say...
and yeah...
without thinking...
without consider anything

just feel like telling you.....
I...............

TIme just stop at that very moment......
yes, it's stop!

*aiks... stewpid!~~ how can you stop the time??!??!?!?!?!!*




and I couldn't manage to say it out...

Now .. at this moment... i feel like saying it out again...

yes, again!!!

Can I??
I won't get punished , right??? hehehe *hoping so*




Once I say it out....
Is there any other chance that I can turn back time?


errrmmmmmm.........
I don't know....
I don't wish to turn back time....

For whatever decision I made today...
I know it is not the best of ever...
but it is always the best for me
at that moment....
yeah... so no regret for making decision...

back to work~!!!


p/s: I haven't say it out yet.... should I???

1.15pm 13 October 2010

Sunday, June 14, 2009

to someone special

hello everyone...
let me introduce you all to this girl ...

the serious look


THE sweET loOk

THE cuTe LoOK

the sinGing look



my dearest

hAPPY birthdaY, hUeY CHiN..

may ALL your wishes come true..
and ALL the best!!!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

it's 7 TH MAY 09

22.44PM 3 MAY 09

GOOD LUCK B107...

4/5/09 4.40pm

weather: windy now but still hot

feeling: mixed (missing, scared, happy, day-dreaming)

sleepy: not yet

entertainment: sing song awhile and watch TV at 6pm later

study: improved from the way I study in previous semester

time to sleep: hopefully can sleep more than 4 hours



7/5/09

today, mommy and daddy came KL.. The main purpose is to go to some exhibition in PWTC, while transporting my books back to vista...and then holidaying in GENTING....

after pharm anal 2 EOS, i waited for them in the cafetaria, and due to some miscommunication...(sms's problem)..they ended up in my house, whilE I was still blurring on the side of the road of vista B....Rushed back after received msg from cc's that they were in my house....=.=!!!!!

OKAY, back home...met mom and sis awhile..chat less than 10 minutes, they had to leave for lunch, sister took leave till lunch time, so they were rushing...hmm, got some homemade cookies from sister...(she made in the morning..)... O.o ...can i Learn to make as well???? hehe...yeah, i want to do it during the sem break.....

some special idea is working in my brain, right now... =D

okay, not sure when i started to hav nap, and i woke up at 4.20pm...now still in a state of blur...read the notes, but i don't know if i'm reading it or not...

weekend is coming soon, or should I say is TML...hehe..
wanna have a long, nice sleep before start my revision tml....

i need to charge myself....O.o...

okay, shall start my study now....

THANKS sister for the nice cookies, AND mOMMy for the mango and lunch ....

Muaks....

Love ~YOU~ all always...

5pm, 7 May 09...
(it's May...time run so fast...)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

birThdaY WisHesss (",)



here is the reply from the birthday card you all do for me …
(Between, I reply according the order in the card)
1. Karen: Age is not a matter because you always look young to me  but sad also, no one wants to write at the first page. WAKAKA...thanks for being my best housemate (",) and all the best in your future!!!!

2. Hau Yue: Don’t worry, I always remember you and your name. You are the first person I called during orientation to be elected as leader. ( I heard from Cecilia, that you scared that I don’t know who is Hau Yue).
3. Zee Yun: You too, happy always 

4. Fion: Ya, I read yours one first. Haha… since it is on the first page  thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you.

5. Bee Guat: Yes, I will smile more. No stress. And you too all the best!!!

6. Sie Chai: Thanks for everything. You too, I feel grateful that you are by my side all the time, in lab, lunch etc. Yes, I will be more confident!!! You too, enjoy your day!!!

7. Kah Loong: You too, May all your wishes come true. ( Nextime write longer, you have nothing to say to me??? LoLZZZ)

8. Wai Han: lolz..first one to write wishes??? Why not write in first page?? Haha…joking la…my pleasure to have your first pen on the card as well 

9. Kuan Yin: I’m happy to be able to help you too!!! That shall be our memorable memory. Lolz…You too, May all your wishes come true.

10. Cecilia: Thanks for the surprise planning celebration and the card  Memories will be forever in mind 

FRIENDS FOREVER


11. See Wen: =. =!! Icing sugar??? Must be from our dear Yvonne… haha… You too. May all your dreams come true.

12. Shi Yee: Was surprise to see your wishes in the card because didn’t see you in uni for some time. And thanks for calling me on that night too… HAHA… too bad, you can’t get any info from me… between, I haven’t scolded him for misunderstand you!!!!

13. Hui San: hehe…yOu too, stay cute and all the best in the future!!!

14. Kungfu Panda: For your information, I know how to read simple mandarin. Even if I can’t, I have friends to ask!!!Lolz…ya, no stress…You too, add oil in your studies. Don’t be too confident. Over confident in IMU brings you no good!!!

15. Ah Wong: I’m glad to have you as my PBL members too. Glad to know you more than before  hope our friendship will grow taller 

16. Wai Shan: ………….. Muax…………I enjoy my BIG day. Thanks 

17. Jia Xin: thanks for all your wishes. You too, Ganbatte for the remaining sem. Smile always

18. Siok Yean a.k.a Monster Cartoon: Haha… You know why I called you monster cartoon? Because the cartoon you draw really look like a CUTE monster. HEHE… thanks for everything too and you have been a good friend too.

19. OHC: emo emo go away… aiyo… go and come… how??? New ai xin always will back to old ai xin. Cause that is the special of old ai xin. This is me  thanks for always care for me  Yes, I can make it! Muacksssss…. You too, don’t EMO la..

20. Ming-yi: Yes, I enjoyed that day and thanks for all the surprises and everything you have done. You understand me too well but don’t always just assume. Hehe.. cause I change very often

21. Angela: Good luck and all the best too!!!

22. Ling Wei: thanks for your wishes and Photostat lecture notes for me

23. Ee Vern, Tze Teen, Kaveena, Jiaa Yinn, Weng Fai, Chien, Sin Ye: Thanks for your wishes!!!

24. Pui Chin: thanks for the wishes!! I’ll be there for you too…

25. Joanne: Though you think I’m irritating you. But I still love sitting behind you… To irritate you more… Haha…because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

26. Nicole: All the best!!! Can’t fool you on the 1st april…yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr……. Muacksss…. Love you too, Nicole

27. Xuan Han: thanks for making effort to plan this surprises. I really enjoyed! Okay, will slow down my footstep and observe things besides me. You too!! Hope you will find your PRINCE soon.
FRUIT cAKE


28. ELyn: Thanks for the wishes and the chocolates. I was surprise to get it on that day  And of course, thanks for the ride to South City and have dinner with me on the first day of our hospital attachment. I know that day all of us is very tired, and I felt so grateful that you guys still spent time to celebrate with me though is not that grand. I appreciate it. Thanks. Especially to L. Mei Mei since she was not feeling well that day 

in WONG KOK, South City (",)



Last Day in Hospital Putrajaya


29. Soon Yang, Jasmine, Pang Tsen, Yi Won: thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you all. All the best 

30. Khai Mei: LOlz…yes, I will be more optimistic. Ops, you also know I’m emo. Guess, is my trademark. Haha…sweat!!! Hugs… yOu too, may all your wishes come true 

31. Keen Seng: thanks for you wishes… And same to you!! Wish you find your true love soon. Don’t always create rumours la!!! If you like somebody, go ahead!!! Remember: Actions speak louder than words

32. Keen Yau: thanks for the wishes and everything. And same to you; you are nice and friendly too. Haha ... All the best!!!

33. Yeen Shuang: cute cute Yeen Shuang, thanks for the wishes. All the best in IMU and future!!!

34. Stace: thanks for your wishes and I’m glad to have you as my friend too since semester 1. You always bring me cheers and nice to talk to  Yes, less emo blog from now onwards!!! All the best in future too!!!

35. Beh: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Dreams come true!!!

36. Eric: Know you will read my blog. Hehe, so help me send my reply to your two buddies, ok? Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And same to you, happy always… add oil in IMU ..

37. Yvonne: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Be the best of yourself!!!

38. Melissa: thanks for the wishes. And nice to have you as my neighbour too!!! All the best!!! Sing song for me 

39. Felicia: sheng ri kuai le is not that hard to read… haha…ya, I will be happy everyday and smile everyday with you by my side…So, you know what to do now!!!  by my side forever, GIRL!!! bleh…. =p

40. Khai Xhuen: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future and thanks for everything!!!

41. Michelle: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And dreams come true!!!

42. Peggy: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Thanks for being my PBL member for two sem… nICe PBL-ing with you too!!!

43. Tracy: Just in case, you ever forget… I’m AI XIN… not AISHIN ya…hahahaha… Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, I reached the last page 

44. Wan Ling: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Happy forever, oh ya, don’t be the EMO queen la… haha…and nice to know you as HAMSTERKOH…nice name …lolz…

45. Kah Yee: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Let’s ganbatte in IMU…

46. Chai Yen: my orientation member, at last we get close after such a long time. Glad to sit beside you and thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

47. Misa: Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Ya…add oil in IMU… thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, it has reached the last page. And here, I wanna say thank you again for all those wishing me that day!!! And if I left out anyone, BIG sorry from me ya!!!!

48: The most important person in my life besides my family members:
Joey Ling: thanks for countdown – ing for me… I was so surprise and of course the long wishes in Facebook…sorry for didn’t give you a long list too on your BIG day… cause I was rushing my presentation. So, don’t have time to do that.  hope you don’t mind. And of course, was waiting for my “ G ” from you … haha…wonder what is that!!! So surprise…and your small BB still in my cupboard…. Hoping to see you soon  thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

49: Last but not least, our western blotting!!! I had told this friend that my birthday is on 24/3 and no response from you. (It is expected!!!) BUT… when you called and said, today is your birthday??? I was like… err err.. err…err.. How should I response?? Haha…. Anyway, thanks for calling and wish  and the KIWI…haha…

50. AND finally CK a.k.a my DD in Johor: haha… thanks for wishing me with all the western food sharp at 12 am. Between, that one not considers your promise!! You still owe me spagethi, mushroom soup, chicken chop,  muax muax…
The Gift (",)


those stayed on 23rd March 09





11.47pm 1/4/09

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (",)


industrial visit

Friday, March 27, 2009

23 March 09

23 March 2009 is in today's history

1. -->rushing for portfolio which resulting only 2 hrs plus sleep...
(4.30 - 7 am??)
--> rush rush rush till 12.40pm, finally all done
--> with some mistake in referencing part which only realized on that night
--> my very clean pen drive which never touch any com in ELL..fiNally was infected with a very strong VIRUS from LT3..even IT department has no idea what is that~!!! AND they decided to format the pen drive...LOL..
--> and I FORGOT TO Upload my softcopy of portfolio after that..
realize only around 9pm..called joanne..and she said that she already send in to DR Kang..so so so..(bad luck huh)
2. BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

12.44 pm 27 March 09

Friday, March 20, 2009

wahahahahah

3 more days (",)

regarding to the previous post, hope I didn't scare most of you with all those !@#$%$#

haha... not cause stress...but just want to say something, but can't say it out..

and add oil to all B107...

12.30am 21 March 09

happy birthday to TIAN HUI LIAN and LEE SIN YEE (nursing in IMu)

Monday, March 16, 2009

countdown!!!

8 more days to go..
and I will have hospital attachment..

hurray!!!
faster finish the portfolio and study study study...

ahem....excited excited...

everyone is sooooooo




bleh!!!

7.35pm 16 March 09

Saturday, March 14, 2009

1, 2, 3....here they come!!

hahahaha...
saw my friend doing this...12 more days to go..
and feel like doing it here as well...hahahah

10 more days to go...hahaahhahahahaha

lol...

ate too much things today..
felt so sleepy now..

doink..must wake up...do report!!!

11.08 pm 14 March 09

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KRYSTAL :)

Saturday, March 7, 2009

ops....

ops...my best friend start to pakto again..
this time with a guy that I know..
hahahahahah...lol...
hope they have a sparkling future...hahahaha
thumb up...
happy for them :D

11.29 pm 7 March 09

Friday, February 20, 2009

wishes...

wondering who can really make her cry of happiness on that special day
hehe (",)

20 Feb 09 10.35pm

Thursday, January 29, 2009

good bye

bYE..

i think i have think clearly of what i want in my life..
rather than wasting time to hope for that only dream to come true, i decided to go for my another dreamsss..

ya, no doubt i hav many dreams...
let go one of them won't harm me at all..

seeing someone close to me hav to suffer like this make me realize that there is nothing is permanent and forever..
what u say today is not forever...
the feeling u hav today forever never real..
how sad is the attitude of human beings now...

how i wish to say that how much i hate u,
how i wish to tell you that how irritating you are..

but, all these will just remain with the dying dream...

why dying dream and not dead dream?

simple : i just started to kill it..haven't killed it yet...

haha...okay...

hAPpy PBL-ing, PF-ing, REPORT-ing and finallllyyyyyy.....


ENJOY-ing...



1.34am 30 January 09

Saturday, January 24, 2009

HAppY chINEse New yEAR

A very HAPpY chINeSE NEw year to aLL the readers...





(Wishes through picture..hehe....)

17.33pm 24 January 09

Friday, January 16, 2009

Joey..

JOey, GOod Luck for YOuR ELectiON next monday..

i know u gonna make it!!!
and you will..

wanna let you know that i never regret knowing you..

although i know you always want to compete with me in anything..

BUt you are special in your way...and you are JOey...

tHANks for being my friend..

and arigato!!!


10.20 pm 16 Jan 09