Extensive training

I had much more to learn before I can get into it.
I need an extensive training to be more better.
I'm still reading and applying.
I desperately need a guinea pig for my extensive training.

Anyone?

1151 am 9 March 2010

Random thoughts

1. Gonna be busy with presentations and deadlines till 1 April, followed by study week and EOS till 30 April...


2. March is here..
Every year around this time, I will be very happy and anticipating every moment till the day come.


3. Someone promise me something two months back, "Do you still remember?"


4. Yeah, this time there will be no hospital attachment on that day, gonna free whole day except meet for discussion for proposal presentation on the next day..


5. That's mean, there will be only wishes through electronic devices...


6. and lack of human touch..


7. in a small square room facing the laptop...


8. and dreaming of great surprises


9. Missing the face of people


10. A simple thought, and surprises might make my day.


11. A visit from far-friends will create a smile on my face.


12. A special, nice, hand-made gifts forms millions of new and sweet memories..


13. Hoping for the day without stress...


14. Time for my dinner \(^.^)/


7.13pm 6 March 2010

It is "wonderful" when I realized he had make my confidence level zero! UNBELIEVABLE @.@

>.<

~self~

1 am 16 Feb 2010

Hibernating

Sometimes, I don't know what I want in my life..
There is too much of things happening recently..
and sometimes, I just feeling like hibernating myself and stay in my shell..
Don't wanna think of anything.. Don't wanna feel anything..

I don't get used to ..
ONE question, ONE answer..
which it is more to like stranger..
Maybe it is time for me to get used to it..
And each time, the conversation become
argument type...
Why? I dislike ..
hahaa...

But I can't do anything..

It is time to say sayonara...

Time for hibernating..

~self~

1013pm 10 Feb 2010

30012010

dear blog,

Malam itu, dia bercakap,
Saya tak suka orang yang tak gentle..
Ayat-ayat itu
mencucuk hati ku
Tak mengapa la..

Itu la hidup..

Kalau anda tau
cerita sebenar..
Mungkin kah itu benar?

Biarpun saya tak gentle,
itu pun salah kau..


Daftar keluar

~ diri ~

13012010

finally, use more than an hour to rearrange my room.. thought of doing it this weekend, but the pushing feeling is strong, thus, i just go ahead with re-branding my room today.. ^^


went to see doctor again for the same old sickness...
fed up with it already!!
-.-

6.33pm 13 January 2010

confused

sometimes, when i think back what had happened for the past few months, it is like a nice sweet dream to me..
I did most the things that i never do..
I cried, I like, I love, I hate.. everything is there...

when suddenly everything stops, it is like .. hmm, maybe in the beginning, can't really adapt to it, but eventually, it goes off slowly..

but come to think of it, there must be a reason for these things to happen.. and till now I still can't figure it out.. what had actually happened ...


and
now i have come back to my busy life..it is like back to reality..
but, mind still can't back to the normal mode .. of studying....

hope time will prove everything...


12.39pm 8 January 09

2010 resolution

It is time!! It is time!! It is time!!


1. Live happily. To be less emo.
2. Talk more. Talk more. Talk more.
3. Live healthily and not getting SICK so easily in big DAY.
4. Study. Study. Study.
5. Mudita to others.
6. Care for those who cares for me.
7. Love those who loves me. (Make them less worry about me)
8. Be more nicer to family members.
9. Be more active but keeping profile low.
10. Get more pressie!! (wakaka)
11. Take more nicer photos.
12. Less expressionless.
13. Frown less, Smile more.

(^.^)

Here in my Heart

year 2009 is coming to an end, very soon, everything will be starting all over again..

January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..

every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...

and it goes on till your last breathe...


and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...

this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..

~~~~a~~~~i~~~~~~x~~~~~~~~~i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.

Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?

Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.

I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.

To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.

Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.

Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.

~~y~~~~a~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~y~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n

past tense and present tense

The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.


5.20 pm 22 September 09

hello ..anyone out there?

I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09

I'M NOT

"I'm stewpid !!! "

"I'm nOT!!"

"yeah, I am!!!'

"Yes, YOU are!!!"

"I'M not!!!"

"you are!!!"


NO NO i'm not...u don't bully me

T___T

9.48 pm 18/8/09

First Gathering For 2nd half 2009

As the first activity after our recent Recruitment Drive, the society will be organizing our first gathering for the second half of 2009.


It has been our tradition of our society to welcome our new members as well as to reunite our current members into a gathering for the sole reason of Fellowship. We have arrange a range of fun-filled activities for everyone to get to know the society's activities, workings and also to help to create a bond between members, a bond of Friendship.

This event will be held in MPH4 (2.07.06) located at 2nd Floor. For those who are not sure how to get there, please refer to the map below:



from the escalator


from the lift


This gathering will be held on 31 July (Friday) from 1.15pm to 2.15pm (Friday Prayers Time), so please have your meal before we begin and try to be punctual. For more information, please contact Sis. Mar-Jie at 016-3966022.

SEE YOU THERE !!!

Say Yes To My IDOL =)

YeA, YeA, YeA

what are we doing here????

busy discussing???

yennee is posing =)

cheeseee

kah loong sit so straight ...lOlzzz

the purple book should be removed =.=

hmm....camwhoring????

nononono...

we were here for this ..
ta--daaa
A dialogue session with YABhg Tun Mahathir Mohammad on 7 July 2009, 9:30 a.m.
The theme is "Leadership in Medicine & contribution to Nation Building".







ooooo...he is definitely my idol!!!
One thing I remembered most was the way he answered the question on his level of satisfaction in his life...
he is near to me!!! BUt, failed to take photo with him!!!

near yet so far!!!

bUt, at least, i got to shake hand with him...
Muaksss

KP was so lucky!!!

spot the difference between these three photosss




After the refreshment

bYe ...

HIS Signature on Anitha's paper :P

last but not least...
Do Come Again to I aM yoU

first week of Sem 5

the first week of semester had been a great one or maybe i should say a memorable week in my life??

yes, it is indeed a memorable one as i made few big decision and i got 4 days of gum swollen + pain, help friend moved house + steamboat-ing with her and her housemate,

after 4 days of pain suffering and sleepless nights, i finally went to see doctor(I like this doctor) yesterday (Tuesday evening) with ching shen and ming-yi. Ching Shen drove me there. >.< thanks ya!!! and hope u enjoyed eating that chocolate :P

on Tuesday afternoon, a camp friend dropped by IMU to pass souvenirs to ming-yi, so 6 of us (XH, me, CC, Karen, MY, Kenny) + yvonne had lunch together in cafetaria. We had some chat and laughed along the conversation. around 1.30pm, my camp friend followed us to lecture hall wanting to join us.. but luckily he didn't in the end, cause it is rather B. *blek*

then, at night, after i took the medication, around 1130pm when i was watching drama on tv, i felt half of my vision was blocked. OMG, my right eyes is swollen *faint*

i looked so ugly!!!!! just pray hard that tomorrow will be fine and went to sleep...
(i never know that i'm allergic to that medication - GINGIVITOL)

So, this morning, went to FLM as usual, and on my way back to vista, PC and 1L were going to clinic. and i followed them, to see the doctor again ( this time the doctor had changed though it is same clinic i went) ... after told the doctor my condition yesterday + the tooth bleeding, he prescribed me anti-fungal and anti-biotic + panadol

conclusion: I went to see doctors twice in less than 24 hours *sweat*

consider first time in my life

and the time now is 1245pm..later 2 pm i will have class on bioinformatics.
with me alone there without any closer friends, i doubt i can survive nicely in it or not!!! wakakakaka....hope i didn't make a wrong choice of making it my choice of selective. ( i never worry of mixing around all these while, not sure why this time I feel so miserable....*blur*)

guess i need to study already..

one reason i'm not studying is due to my sweaty hands..and i don't like reading books partly due to this reason... i love my books too much till i don't want touch them with my sweaty hands...

May I BE WELL AND HAPPY :P

1252pm 1/7/09

Quote

"Happiness is to be found along the way, not at the end of the road, for then the journey is over and it is too late. Today, this hour, this minute is the day, the hour, the minute for each of us to sense the fact that life is good, with all of its trials and troubles, and perhaps more interesting because of them."

Robert R. Updegraff

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

decision made!

yes, today i made two BIG decision in my life!!!

and i like this!!!

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

IDC 09

guess where am I from 11 - 14 June 09???

i remembered around this time last year I was not in Ipoh either...

yeah..that time i was in NOGAPS 08, kuantan..with bunch of IMU friends :)
learning and exploring together..

and this time i was...
listening

being fed

feeding

dancing???

amazing race??

puppet show??

some candle light session?

lastly, my lovely group!!!


31ST INCOVAR DHAMMA CAMP 09


hope to see you all again :)

to someone special

hello everyone...
let me introduce you all to this girl ...

the serious look


THE sweET loOk

THE cuTe LoOK

the sinGing look



my dearest

hAPPY birthdaY, hUeY CHiN..

may ALL your wishes come true..
and ALL the best!!!

called it FATE, DESTINY or whatever !!

okay, the story began when AX asked everyone if they wanted to watch terminator salvation...

answer from most of them is yes...

we set on wednesday, 3/6/09, 11.30 am in kinta city...

and then, when i met wf on9,

wf: can choose other day than wed??
ax: why?
wf: just don't want wed...
ax: okay, i tried to ask others ab it..

so...the result was..
everyone agreed...

and today, 4/6/09, thurs,

10.45am

yennee came to fetch me..
thanks girl...i'm really appreciate it...

11.30am
everyone was here except wf
he's late!!!

hehe,...

BUT thanks to wf for changing the day..
and i met my DD...that's the best part :D

11.14 pm 4/6/09