The Reason

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

present from JOEY with a special meaning =)








hehe...a suddenly decision by two groups of friends...
when xh and cc came back from workshop, they told me that they canceled my dinner and go pasar malam...i was making my tong sui that time and after some time, i made up my mind and said no to them...so xh re-order my dinner...and they left at 5.30pm....

so, I ate my dinner, watched tv..and check my msn during advertisement time...and saw JOEY calling me so many times...asking hav i take my dinner? wanna go OUG pasar malam...without any thought, i said yes..okay....aiyo...first she said she want to hav some talk...then of course, giv me pressie...
hehe...so, waited for her to come...she reached around 7pm...and v went there....meet xh, cc, melissa, bee guat, yvonne, beh , syang, wai han...Lolz......

joey and I walked for sometime to search for food (she ate, not me)...and we were searching for our favourite!!!!~~~~ CHOU TAU FU~~~~ Smelly tau fu!!!!

WE just smell it, but couldn't find it...and asked the hawker people...aduh...so paiseh...finally, we spotted it...and there it is...we ate it...FINALLY :)

11.33pm 2/4/09

PEAR MEK ZHOU tong sui

BIG PEAR FROM GRANDMA

CUT INTO PIECES


WITH WATER, READY TO BOIL


AND HERE IS IT...ready to DRINK...nice *thumb up*

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

birThdaY WisHesss (",)



here is the reply from the birthday card you all do for me …
(Between, I reply according the order in the card)
1. Karen: Age is not a matter because you always look young to me  but sad also, no one wants to write at the first page. WAKAKA...thanks for being my best housemate (",) and all the best in your future!!!!

2. Hau Yue: Don’t worry, I always remember you and your name. You are the first person I called during orientation to be elected as leader. ( I heard from Cecilia, that you scared that I don’t know who is Hau Yue).
3. Zee Yun: You too, happy always 

4. Fion: Ya, I read yours one first. Haha… since it is on the first page  thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you.

5. Bee Guat: Yes, I will smile more. No stress. And you too all the best!!!

6. Sie Chai: Thanks for everything. You too, I feel grateful that you are by my side all the time, in lab, lunch etc. Yes, I will be more confident!!! You too, enjoy your day!!!

7. Kah Loong: You too, May all your wishes come true. ( Nextime write longer, you have nothing to say to me??? LoLZZZ)

8. Wai Han: lolz..first one to write wishes??? Why not write in first page?? Haha…joking la…my pleasure to have your first pen on the card as well 

9. Kuan Yin: I’m happy to be able to help you too!!! That shall be our memorable memory. Lolz…You too, May all your wishes come true.

10. Cecilia: Thanks for the surprise planning celebration and the card  Memories will be forever in mind 

FRIENDS FOREVER


11. See Wen: =. =!! Icing sugar??? Must be from our dear Yvonne… haha… You too. May all your dreams come true.

12. Shi Yee: Was surprise to see your wishes in the card because didn’t see you in uni for some time. And thanks for calling me on that night too… HAHA… too bad, you can’t get any info from me… between, I haven’t scolded him for misunderstand you!!!!

13. Hui San: hehe…yOu too, stay cute and all the best in the future!!!

14. Kungfu Panda: For your information, I know how to read simple mandarin. Even if I can’t, I have friends to ask!!!Lolz…ya, no stress…You too, add oil in your studies. Don’t be too confident. Over confident in IMU brings you no good!!!

15. Ah Wong: I’m glad to have you as my PBL members too. Glad to know you more than before  hope our friendship will grow taller 

16. Wai Shan: ………….. Muax…………I enjoy my BIG day. Thanks 

17. Jia Xin: thanks for all your wishes. You too, Ganbatte for the remaining sem. Smile always

18. Siok Yean a.k.a Monster Cartoon: Haha… You know why I called you monster cartoon? Because the cartoon you draw really look like a CUTE monster. HEHE… thanks for everything too and you have been a good friend too.

19. OHC: emo emo go away… aiyo… go and come… how??? New ai xin always will back to old ai xin. Cause that is the special of old ai xin. This is me  thanks for always care for me  Yes, I can make it! Muacksssss…. You too, don’t EMO la..

20. Ming-yi: Yes, I enjoyed that day and thanks for all the surprises and everything you have done. You understand me too well but don’t always just assume. Hehe.. cause I change very often

21. Angela: Good luck and all the best too!!!

22. Ling Wei: thanks for your wishes and Photostat lecture notes for me

23. Ee Vern, Tze Teen, Kaveena, Jiaa Yinn, Weng Fai, Chien, Sin Ye: Thanks for your wishes!!!

24. Pui Chin: thanks for the wishes!! I’ll be there for you too…

25. Joanne: Though you think I’m irritating you. But I still love sitting behind you… To irritate you more… Haha…because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

26. Nicole: All the best!!! Can’t fool you on the 1st april…yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr……. Muacksss…. Love you too, Nicole

27. Xuan Han: thanks for making effort to plan this surprises. I really enjoyed! Okay, will slow down my footstep and observe things besides me. You too!! Hope you will find your PRINCE soon.
FRUIT cAKE


28. ELyn: Thanks for the wishes and the chocolates. I was surprise to get it on that day  And of course, thanks for the ride to South City and have dinner with me on the first day of our hospital attachment. I know that day all of us is very tired, and I felt so grateful that you guys still spent time to celebrate with me though is not that grand. I appreciate it. Thanks. Especially to L. Mei Mei since she was not feeling well that day 

in WONG KOK, South City (",)



Last Day in Hospital Putrajaya


29. Soon Yang, Jasmine, Pang Tsen, Yi Won: thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you all. All the best 

30. Khai Mei: LOlz…yes, I will be more optimistic. Ops, you also know I’m emo. Guess, is my trademark. Haha…sweat!!! Hugs… yOu too, may all your wishes come true 

31. Keen Seng: thanks for you wishes… And same to you!! Wish you find your true love soon. Don’t always create rumours la!!! If you like somebody, go ahead!!! Remember: Actions speak louder than words

32. Keen Yau: thanks for the wishes and everything. And same to you; you are nice and friendly too. Haha ... All the best!!!

33. Yeen Shuang: cute cute Yeen Shuang, thanks for the wishes. All the best in IMU and future!!!

34. Stace: thanks for your wishes and I’m glad to have you as my friend too since semester 1. You always bring me cheers and nice to talk to  Yes, less emo blog from now onwards!!! All the best in future too!!!

35. Beh: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Dreams come true!!!

36. Eric: Know you will read my blog. Hehe, so help me send my reply to your two buddies, ok? Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And same to you, happy always… add oil in IMU ..

37. Yvonne: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Be the best of yourself!!!

38. Melissa: thanks for the wishes. And nice to have you as my neighbour too!!! All the best!!! Sing song for me 

39. Felicia: sheng ri kuai le is not that hard to read… haha…ya, I will be happy everyday and smile everyday with you by my side…So, you know what to do now!!!  by my side forever, GIRL!!! bleh…. =p

40. Khai Xhuen: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future and thanks for everything!!!

41. Michelle: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And dreams come true!!!

42. Peggy: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Thanks for being my PBL member for two sem… nICe PBL-ing with you too!!!

43. Tracy: Just in case, you ever forget… I’m AI XIN… not AISHIN ya…hahahaha… Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, I reached the last page 

44. Wan Ling: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Happy forever, oh ya, don’t be the EMO queen la… haha…and nice to know you as HAMSTERKOH…nice name …lolz…

45. Kah Yee: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Let’s ganbatte in IMU…

46. Chai Yen: my orientation member, at last we get close after such a long time. Glad to sit beside you and thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

47. Misa: Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Ya…add oil in IMU… thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, it has reached the last page. And here, I wanna say thank you again for all those wishing me that day!!! And if I left out anyone, BIG sorry from me ya!!!!

48: The most important person in my life besides my family members:
Joey Ling: thanks for countdown – ing for me… I was so surprise and of course the long wishes in Facebook…sorry for didn’t give you a long list too on your BIG day… cause I was rushing my presentation. So, don’t have time to do that.  hope you don’t mind. And of course, was waiting for my “ G ” from you … haha…wonder what is that!!! So surprise…and your small BB still in my cupboard…. Hoping to see you soon  thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

49: Last but not least, our western blotting!!! I had told this friend that my birthday is on 24/3 and no response from you. (It is expected!!!) BUT… when you called and said, today is your birthday??? I was like… err err.. err…err.. How should I response?? Haha…. Anyway, thanks for calling and wish  and the KIWI…haha…

50. AND finally CK a.k.a my DD in Johor: haha… thanks for wishing me with all the western food sharp at 12 am. Between, that one not considers your promise!! You still owe me spagethi, mushroom soup, chicken chop,  muax muax…
The Gift (",)


those stayed on 23rd March 09





11.47pm 1/4/09

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (",)


industrial visit

Friday, March 27, 2009

23 March 09

23 March 2009 is in today's history

1. -->rushing for portfolio which resulting only 2 hrs plus sleep...
(4.30 - 7 am??)
--> rush rush rush till 12.40pm, finally all done
--> with some mistake in referencing part which only realized on that night
--> my very clean pen drive which never touch any com in ELL..fiNally was infected with a very strong VIRUS from LT3..even IT department has no idea what is that~!!! AND they decided to format the pen drive...LOL..
--> and I FORGOT TO Upload my softcopy of portfolio after that..
realize only around 9pm..called joanne..and she said that she already send in to DR Kang..so so so..(bad luck huh)
2. BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

12.44 pm 27 March 09

finally!!

Have been quiet for sometimes,
With all the uncountable workload visited me one after another,
Having no rest just to give them the best shot,
Five had visited me for months,
And just left this Monday,
Some just gave me once – in – awhile visit.
Oh yes, not that good if I don’t visit any.
So, I have made a trip last Tuesday and Wednesday.
Discover my future on the first day,
Get bored on the second day.
Given a rest day on the next day,
But how far I can rest?
Not that much either.
Finally, the last day on the workload has arrived.
Standing in front of the 20+ people and perform.
Kringggg, signifies the end of the hard day.


9.20pm 27 March 09

Friday, March 20, 2009

wahahahahah

3 more days (",)

regarding to the previous post, hope I didn't scare most of you with all those !@#$%$#

haha... not cause stress...but just want to say something, but can't say it out..

and add oil to all B107...

12.30am 21 March 09

happy birthday to TIAN HUI LIAN and LEE SIN YEE (nursing in IMu)

Monday, March 16, 2009

countdown!!!

8 more days to go..
and I will have hospital attachment..

hurray!!!
faster finish the portfolio and study study study...

ahem....excited excited...

everyone is sooooooo




bleh!!!

7.35pm 16 March 09

Saturday, March 14, 2009

1, 2, 3....here they come!!

hahahaha...
saw my friend doing this...12 more days to go..
and feel like doing it here as well...hahahah

10 more days to go...hahaahhahahahaha

lol...

ate too much things today..
felt so sleepy now..

doink..must wake up...do report!!!

11.08 pm 14 March 09

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KRYSTAL :)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

sorry

please try to be in my shoes...

thank you...



ops, where is bukit jalil golf???how to go..??somebody just asked me on my way back to vista...

yeah yeah...can back IPOH later..
hope can reach on time...

1.47pm 13 march 09
MAY I BE WELL AND HAPPY :)

Saturday, March 7, 2009

ops....

ops...my best friend start to pakto again..
this time with a guy that I know..
hahahahahah...lol...
hope they have a sparkling future...hahahaha
thumb up...
happy for them :D

11.29 pm 7 March 09

Ambrose Hsu






wonder why I put these three photo???hehe..
10.58 pm 7 march 09

angela's bday

playing with words recently..so i think i should have upload some recent photo..
okay..here is some pictures taken on Angela's birthday...
the group waiting outside library

ops..the preparatory group in PBL room

and the waiting group outside the PBL room, enjoying the P108 Malaysian studies show

ANGELA with her birthday gift and cake

finally, the HAPPY FAMILY


7 March 09, 10.53PM

wow...cool website (",)

wow...here is the analysis from a test i did from online..
here is the website..


most the analysis are so true..even myself can't believe it..

the analysis result
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. (this is quite true) You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (true)


The seriousness of your love:


You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (i'm not sure..hahaha..)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: (DEFINITELY not true!!!)

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. (true)
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. (OMG...so real)It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

MORE TO GO...

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you. (true)
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. (true)
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. (TRUE)
People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? (ArghhHhH...don't think so)
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. (let see)

MORE TO GO...
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. (wow, how i wish this one is true)

guess it is time for me to stop..clicking on more to go on that website..and start studying biotechnology again..!!!hhahahahahah...

7 MARCH 2009, 10.17 pm

Monday, March 2, 2009

new new new :)

OPS...hehe..
feel so tired now..
just finished choosing my new template...
okay, gonna edit after fri class test ba..or mayb af biotech..hehe..
ops..hav to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz NOW...

11.13 am 3 March 09

what about ME?

1. Name : ai xin, yan yan, oeshin, nicole, shin_Lee(secretive name)

2. I have one younger brother and one eldest sister..i care for everyone in my family and i can't afford to lose anyone of them...i LOVE THEM SO MUCH

3. I don't like to tell lie but if i do, is for my own good or for your own good.

4. I love cooking, or maybe I should say I love learning to cook...hmm, can be anything (cake, sushi, soup..everything) ...I want to cook for the one I care and love (",)...including all my family members...

5. I care for my friends and I hope they care for me too..(usually is hard, cause they seldom care for me...that's why I always look emo???hAHA...

6. I think lots before I commit myself into something.. I will consider these and that before really make decision.. so, sometimes, i really fed up of myself..and wondering one day where I just do whatever I want, ignoring others' feeling, and others' opinion...or whatever they talk bad about me...(tai yao mian)haha..

7. I love receiving present...HAHA..guess most of us also..hehe....but I won't simply receive present without a reason..SWEAT..

8. I love meeting new friends...getting to know them..is like quite fun, where you can actually know a lot of people...from all kinds of walk...(but since i joined IMU, my life is only .... hardly have time to meet new people)

9. I love to buy clothes that have unique design rather than a simple pattern of T-shirt..which makes me actually kinda hard to buy clothes..and I have to shop for few days before I can bump into that type of unique design...sometimes, kinda choosy...hehe...but I can shop quite fast...know why???cause most shops just sell simple pattern of T-shirt....

10. I hate my face...ops, did I?...cause when I don't smile...most ppl think i'm not happy, stress, bla bla bla..which is all negative signs...even I AM TOTALLY ALRIGHT THAT TIME...(no stress, normal feeling...)so I have to smile lots...

11. I love music, sports when i feel to...hehe..

12. I love chocolate (",)

13. I don't like waiting for people and waited by people...(ops..in certain condition)

14. I can't live without internet...!!!!msn, blog, facebook, friendster, PET SOCIETY...haha..

15. I always procrastinate...i don't like this..NOW, I should be doing something else but i'm typing this...consequently I lack of sleep..!!!

16. I love to plan and organise but most time i just "hangat hangat tahi ayam"..so if hv feel, i will do my best..if feel gone, then..don't feel like continue it already.. (",)

17. I have one question in my mind that I wanted to ask this girl for some time...last year I think...but till now, I still haven't really ask her..(that's totally not like me..)..Maybe I scare her answer will hurt me...

18. Since small, I will fall sick when there is big occasion going on..like CNY, birthday, etc...hope this will become better in future ..

19. I don't hav specific favourite stuffs (color, food..etc) color as long as it looks nice and not irritating to my eye, that will be fine...i eat all kind of edible stuffs but not too spicy or bitter...i prefer Ipoh rojak with lots nuts, traditional egg tart and mango! hehe..

20. I have hospital attachment on my B day...what a day!!!!

21. No one is perfect, bUt everyone to me has their uniqueness...

22. I have some problem with my communication skills... :S to me, actions speaks louder than words.

23. I go to Genting almost every year..and since I was 3 years old??? !!!

24. Love to go for school trip, batch trip, uni trip..hahaa...as long as, is with friends...hehe...

25. the amount in my bro's account is more than my account !!!!!!! ( meaning i spent a lot...or he gets lots?????)


10.27 am 3 March 09

Friday, February 27, 2009

IT has left me...(Edited)

my TV has committed suicide this morning around 8.45am - 9am...and declared dead after falling down from the height of 40 cm
when i heard of the news, what came up my mind is..

i will not have any entertainment during dinner time....arghh...


is okay then..i still have internet and radio...

later in the afternoon,
was chatting with my mom about it..and
feel like crying suddenly after my mom told me that my TV has dead...have to accept the truth..

this sentence make me think that, "it is like somebody so close to me and it has always be there for me whenever i need it, either when i'm sad, happy or bored. The sudden loss of it would definitely make my life a bit miserable... "
the tears just flowed from my eyes..

it has been in my life since I born...me and my brother used to bang on it, to make the image to be more clearer (it had been very sick when it was in IPOH)..but since i brought it to VISTA, it shows no sign of sickness...

clear, nice image...

how I like it..

but..this morning, it left me forever..

how i wish i can turn back the time...I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

and YOU will be always in my mind..

thanks for everything you giv me...

*cry*

28 February 2009 3.35pm

Friday, February 20, 2009

wishes...

wondering who can really make her cry of happiness on that special day
hehe (",)

20 Feb 09 10.35pm

Friday, February 13, 2009

RecentlY

long time didn't update ...
on 2 Feb 09, We went to friends' houses to bai nian, here are some pictures of it...
li ling's house

beh's house

kian ti's house

kah loong's house

grace's house

me and grace


this is what happened on last saturday 7 Feb 09
CNY steamboat aT wai han + twins' house
some of those preparing food

my barley at house next door(LOnely)

the food

busy eating eating


washing group..hehe


oh...guess what is this?!?!

oh, keen seng is fixing the damaged extension...


those who left the house at 12 am...

9.00pm 13 Feb 09

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

try to understand me..not other way

hmm, today i get to know something from my friends..
something kind of, "your friend is talking bad behind you!!!"

hmm, if what the person said is true about myself, i don't mind if the person continued to make this kind of bad stuffs about me..but, if it is not true yet got some other friends believing in it, i have nothing to say..all i just hope is that...
please judge me by what you see, feel and think...most importantly is not what you hear..especially if u are not hearing it from me..
i am not that good either that bad..

to be honest, i don't mind this person is talking bad behind me..
i wrote this blog cause i treasure the friendship with everyone.. i don't want cause one person's words(and the person's not so correct thinking) to ruin our friendship.. those misunderstand me, pls not to misunderstand me anymore..but to understand me..i don't mind telling you the truth if you ask me about it..
no matter what the person said, please just don't accept every single words and judge me...

1.20 am 12 Feb 09

Thursday, January 29, 2009

good bye

bYE..

i think i have think clearly of what i want in my life..
rather than wasting time to hope for that only dream to come true, i decided to go for my another dreamsss..

ya, no doubt i hav many dreams...
let go one of them won't harm me at all..

seeing someone close to me hav to suffer like this make me realize that there is nothing is permanent and forever..
what u say today is not forever...
the feeling u hav today forever never real..
how sad is the attitude of human beings now...

how i wish to say that how much i hate u,
how i wish to tell you that how irritating you are..

but, all these will just remain with the dying dream...

why dying dream and not dead dream?

simple : i just started to kill it..haven't killed it yet...

haha...okay...

hAPpy PBL-ing, PF-ing, REPORT-ing and finallllyyyyyy.....


ENJOY-ing...



1.34am 30 January 09