is the chapter ending soon?
are you going to leave soon??

and just leave pieces of memories???

:(

"I still want you to stay longer in this chapter"

1.10pm 27 oct10

impermanence

The moment I feared most will be coming soon...

yeah, it's the semester 8......
hahaa... not the workload or the stress day that I'm fear of...

But is the absence of three months (till CNY)
That I might lost some friends or less keep in touch like how we used to...
which I had experienced it once...
But they said, if the friendship is strong enough, this kind of situation will not happened...

I don't know....
people tend to forget you when you are not around....
that's what I felt.....
or maybe they will be close with some other people during that time...

@.@
where is my positive thinking >_<
sorry for the readers....
I just wanna release what i feel and think.....

happy weekend ahead!!!

I'm happy to be attached to Ipoh Hospital =D
mommy daddy, I love you

11.14 am 27 October

a balanced moment

Yeah

I finally say whatever I want to say..
Do whatever I feel like doing...
Shy as I feel to..
Talk as I want to....
Type as I love to.....
Decide as I prefer....

~.. A moment where I truly enjoy...~


before I really got stressed up with my presentation

good night!!

1.01am 15 October 2010

1. Will be attached to Hospital Ipoh for semester 8 hospital posting (yes, expected!!!thus, some gathering had been arranged...)

2. Gonna miss some of my friends....yeah.. especially ..You...the one reading!! LOL

3. Had been surrounded by so-called old@mature friends recently... and making me feel more young...(yes, younger!! okay la.. just that they kept on repeating... "young"...)

and hate it when they said... " yOu are still young....".. " I see more things than you and experience more... "...
hmm, yeah, have to agree that they are more experienced.... but but... sharing is caring.. so share with me...LOL........

OYasumi~  1.10am

what say u?!

To say or not to say...

Recently...
I have this question popping up my mind
once in a while...
whether should I say it out..
or just let the time proves everything...

I never have such feeling
whenever I face this kind of problem...yeah*never*
usually, I will just sit down and watch....
never ever thinking of saying it...
maybe too paiseh??? *Shy shy*
(yes, I'm a shy girl.. and it maybe a turn off for many things too - nevertheless.. I am Me...)

        

*camera shy*
~faint~

But this time...
For no reason...
I just feel like saying it out..
YES~~!!
say it out LOUD



There is one time
I even decided to say...
and yeah...
without thinking...
without consider anything

just feel like telling you.....
I...............

TIme just stop at that very moment......
yes, it's stop!

*aiks... stewpid!~~ how can you stop the time??!??!?!?!?!!*

and I couldn't manage to say it out...

Now .. at this moment... i feel like saying it out again...

yes, again!!!

Can I??
I won't get punished , right??? hehehe *hoping so*

Once I say it out....
Is there any other chance that I can turn back time?

errrmmmmmm.........
I don't know....
I don't wish to turn back time....

For whatever decision I made today...
I know it is not the best of ever...
but it is always the best for me
at that moment....
yeah... so no regret for making decision...

back to work~!!!

p/s: I haven't say it out yet.... should I???

1.15pm 13 October 2010

a maze

It's all about living in a circle....

From the day I got myself into it
(Which is in June 2009...)
It has been surrounded by it then...
It's either here earlier or joining later...

Each came with different line,
Ended with different door.

For when I bump into anyone,
in this circle,
Should I make a U-turn?
Or stay till the door close?

after all,

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away, who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Life is like a maze, isn't it? 

10.07 am
12 Oct 2010

happy october ^.^

 tik tok tik tok....
time is running...
time to put on your gear..
and move on~!!


926pm 3 october 10

I'm coming to you soon ^.^

YIpppie!!!!!!!!!

I'm coming to you very sooooooonnnnn.....

My favourite place of all....

Here I'm coming to you very soon....

The most important is ...

My family is coming!!!!!!!!!

with grandparents and cousin!!

it has been a long time we had our trip together.....

anticipating it.... ^_^

1 October 2010 3.11pm