2010 resolution

It is time!! It is time!! It is time!!


1. Live happily. To be less emo.
2. Talk more. Talk more. Talk more.
3. Live healthily and not getting SICK so easily in big DAY.
4. Study. Study. Study.
5. Mudita to others.
6. Care for those who cares for me.
7. Love those who loves me. (Make them less worry about me)
8. Be more nicer to family members.
9. Be more active but keeping profile low.
10. Get more pressie!! (wakaka)
11. Take more nicer photos.
12. Less expressionless.
13. Frown less, Smile more.

(^.^)

Here in my Heart

year 2009 is coming to an end, very soon, everything will be starting all over again..

January, February, March, April,........... November, December.. and the cycles go on..

every year, we wish everyone Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year.....etc...

and it goes on till your last breathe...


and when the year is coming to an end, resolution will be made...

this new year resolution will be the same as the previous one..

~~~~a~~~~i~~~~~~x~~~~~~~~~i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The reality is hurt,
so does the fairytale land,
how I wish the time will stop,
in fairytale land.
But it is time to wake up,
and stay awake.

Life that hurts,
teach us how to survive,
constant hurting
brings harm,
self confidence getting low,
how to keep it up?

Expression-less,
a tag that stick with me.
No matter how much i dislike it,
a fact that can't be changed.

I smiled, I cried, I hated.
How long can I still smile, cry, hate?
No one knows
Appreciate every moment now and then,
Do, Try and Experience,
Forget the world,
Forget the unnecessary,
Just be present
and enjoy the moment.

To those who care and love me,
especially mom, pa, bro and sis.
I'm sorry for those trouble
I gave you all.
Thanks for not giving up on me.

Dear friends,
No matter what had happened
and what is going to happen,
thanks for being there for me
May YOU be well and happy.

Let go of all attachment, only then will you receive.

~~y~~~~a~~~~~~~n~~~~~~~~~~y~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n

past tense and present tense

The blog used to be floated with entries everyday, and now it is hardly touched, seen or viewed by anyone. It is left unattended.
The song used to be played everyday to relax the mind of the listener and now it is no longer on the playlist.
The webpage used to be spammed by the common people and now it is less viewed.
The day used to be filled with lectures and friends and now it is filled with free slots.
The night used to be outings, fun and food and now it had been all by itself.
The tv used to be watched every night everyday and now it is left untouched.
The car used to be seated at least once a month and now it has new passengers every now and then.
The friend used to be missed every now and then and now it had left a scar on the heart.
The lecture notes used to be hidden among the mess and now they are floating its way.


5.20 pm 22 September 09

hello ..anyone out there?

I used to blog everyday and now I’m getting lazy and lazier to blog. There are plenty of activities up everyday, yet I feel lazy to blog it. I used to write everything in details in my diary and now it had been a history. I used to be very strong in friends’ eyes and now I’m looking fragile and weaker. I used to have stage fright but I’m able to perform during Malaysian studies. I used to have mic-phobia, and now I’m getting use to it. I had been adapted to the disappointment I used to get from friends.
I become more independent.
I used to imagine myself in the future when I was in earliest semester, it doesn’t look anything different to me except I’m getting older and cling with many groups of friends. Other words, I’m still all alone without any fix group. Sometimes, it really sounds sad but I have adapted to it.
Never imagine myself dancing in the crowd, perform on the stage, drinking with friends, watching 7 hours concert in the midst of busy week and leaving the norm.
9.47pm 22 sept 09

I'M NOT

"I'm stewpid !!! "

"I'm nOT!!"

"yeah, I am!!!'

"Yes, YOU are!!!"

"I'M not!!!"

"you are!!!"


NO NO i'm not...u don't bully me

T___T

9.48 pm 18/8/09

First Gathering For 2nd half 2009

As the first activity after our recent Recruitment Drive, the society will be organizing our first gathering for the second half of 2009.


It has been our tradition of our society to welcome our new members as well as to reunite our current members into a gathering for the sole reason of Fellowship. We have arrange a range of fun-filled activities for everyone to get to know the society's activities, workings and also to help to create a bond between members, a bond of Friendship.

This event will be held in MPH4 (2.07.06) located at 2nd Floor. For those who are not sure how to get there, please refer to the map below:



from the escalator


from the lift


This gathering will be held on 31 July (Friday) from 1.15pm to 2.15pm (Friday Prayers Time), so please have your meal before we begin and try to be punctual. For more information, please contact Sis. Mar-Jie at 016-3966022.

SEE YOU THERE !!!

Say Yes To My IDOL =)

YeA, YeA, YeA

what are we doing here????

busy discussing???

yennee is posing =)

cheeseee

kah loong sit so straight ...lOlzzz

the purple book should be removed =.=

hmm....camwhoring????

nononono...

we were here for this ..
ta--daaa
A dialogue session with YABhg Tun Mahathir Mohammad on 7 July 2009, 9:30 a.m.
The theme is "Leadership in Medicine & contribution to Nation Building".







ooooo...he is definitely my idol!!!
One thing I remembered most was the way he answered the question on his level of satisfaction in his life...
he is near to me!!! BUt, failed to take photo with him!!!

near yet so far!!!

bUt, at least, i got to shake hand with him...
Muaksss

KP was so lucky!!!

spot the difference between these three photosss




After the refreshment

bYe ...

HIS Signature on Anitha's paper :P

last but not least...
Do Come Again to I aM yoU

first week of Sem 5

the first week of semester had been a great one or maybe i should say a memorable week in my life??

yes, it is indeed a memorable one as i made few big decision and i got 4 days of gum swollen + pain, help friend moved house + steamboat-ing with her and her housemate,

after 4 days of pain suffering and sleepless nights, i finally went to see doctor(I like this doctor) yesterday (Tuesday evening) with ching shen and ming-yi. Ching Shen drove me there. >.< thanks ya!!! and hope u enjoyed eating that chocolate :P

on Tuesday afternoon, a camp friend dropped by IMU to pass souvenirs to ming-yi, so 6 of us (XH, me, CC, Karen, MY, Kenny) + yvonne had lunch together in cafetaria. We had some chat and laughed along the conversation. around 1.30pm, my camp friend followed us to lecture hall wanting to join us.. but luckily he didn't in the end, cause it is rather B. *blek*

then, at night, after i took the medication, around 1130pm when i was watching drama on tv, i felt half of my vision was blocked. OMG, my right eyes is swollen *faint*

i looked so ugly!!!!! just pray hard that tomorrow will be fine and went to sleep...
(i never know that i'm allergic to that medication - GINGIVITOL)

So, this morning, went to FLM as usual, and on my way back to vista, PC and 1L were going to clinic. and i followed them, to see the doctor again ( this time the doctor had changed though it is same clinic i went) ... after told the doctor my condition yesterday + the tooth bleeding, he prescribed me anti-fungal and anti-biotic + panadol

conclusion: I went to see doctors twice in less than 24 hours *sweat*

consider first time in my life

and the time now is 1245pm..later 2 pm i will have class on bioinformatics.
with me alone there without any closer friends, i doubt i can survive nicely in it or not!!! wakakakaka....hope i didn't make a wrong choice of making it my choice of selective. ( i never worry of mixing around all these while, not sure why this time I feel so miserable....*blur*)

guess i need to study already..

one reason i'm not studying is due to my sweaty hands..and i don't like reading books partly due to this reason... i love my books too much till i don't want touch them with my sweaty hands...

May I BE WELL AND HAPPY :P

1252pm 1/7/09

Quote

"Happiness is to be found along the way, not at the end of the road, for then the journey is over and it is too late. Today, this hour, this minute is the day, the hour, the minute for each of us to sense the fact that life is good, with all of its trials and troubles, and perhaps more interesting because of them."

Robert R. Updegraff

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

decision made!

yes, today i made two BIG decision in my life!!!

and i like this!!!

"Remember, happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think."

IDC 09

guess where am I from 11 - 14 June 09???

i remembered around this time last year I was not in Ipoh either...

yeah..that time i was in NOGAPS 08, kuantan..with bunch of IMU friends :)
learning and exploring together..

and this time i was...
listening

being fed

feeding

dancing???

amazing race??

puppet show??

some candle light session?

lastly, my lovely group!!!


31ST INCOVAR DHAMMA CAMP 09


hope to see you all again :)

to someone special

hello everyone...
let me introduce you all to this girl ...

the serious look


THE sweET loOk

THE cuTe LoOK

the sinGing look



my dearest

hAPPY birthdaY, hUeY CHiN..

may ALL your wishes come true..
and ALL the best!!!

called it FATE, DESTINY or whatever !!

okay, the story began when AX asked everyone if they wanted to watch terminator salvation...

answer from most of them is yes...

we set on wednesday, 3/6/09, 11.30 am in kinta city...

and then, when i met wf on9,

wf: can choose other day than wed??
ax: why?
wf: just don't want wed...
ax: okay, i tried to ask others ab it..

so...the result was..
everyone agreed...

and today, 4/6/09, thurs,

10.45am

yennee came to fetch me..
thanks girl...i'm really appreciate it...

11.30am
everyone was here except wf
he's late!!!

hehe,...

BUT thanks to wf for changing the day..
and i met my DD...that's the best part :D

11.14 pm 4/6/09

it's 7 TH MAY 09

22.44PM 3 MAY 09

GOOD LUCK B107...

4/5/09 4.40pm

weather: windy now but still hot

feeling: mixed (missing, scared, happy, day-dreaming)

sleepy: not yet

entertainment: sing song awhile and watch TV at 6pm later

study: improved from the way I study in previous semester

time to sleep: hopefully can sleep more than 4 hours



7/5/09

today, mommy and daddy came KL.. The main purpose is to go to some exhibition in PWTC, while transporting my books back to vista...and then holidaying in GENTING....

after pharm anal 2 EOS, i waited for them in the cafetaria, and due to some miscommunication...(sms's problem)..they ended up in my house, whilE I was still blurring on the side of the road of vista B....Rushed back after received msg from cc's that they were in my house....=.=!!!!!

OKAY, back home...met mom and sis awhile..chat less than 10 minutes, they had to leave for lunch, sister took leave till lunch time, so they were rushing...hmm, got some homemade cookies from sister...(she made in the morning..)... O.o ...can i Learn to make as well???? hehe...yeah, i want to do it during the sem break.....

some special idea is working in my brain, right now... =D

okay, not sure when i started to hav nap, and i woke up at 4.20pm...now still in a state of blur...read the notes, but i don't know if i'm reading it or not...

weekend is coming soon, or should I say is TML...hehe..
wanna have a long, nice sleep before start my revision tml....

i need to charge myself....O.o...

okay, shall start my study now....

THANKS sister for the nice cookies, AND mOMMy for the mango and lunch ....

Muaks....

Love ~YOU~ all always...

5pm, 7 May 09...
(it's May...time run so fast...)

present from JOEY with a special meaning =)

hehe...a suddenly decision by two groups of friends...
when xh and cc came back from workshop, they told me that they canceled my dinner and go pasar malam...i was making my tong sui that time and after some time, i made up my mind and said no to them...so xh re-order my dinner...and they left at 5.30pm....

so, I ate my dinner, watched tv..and check my msn during advertisement time...and saw JOEY calling me so many times...asking hav i take my dinner? wanna go OUG pasar malam...without any thought, i said yes..okay....aiyo...first she said she want to hav some talk...then of course, giv me pressie...
hehe...so, waited for her to come...she reached around 7pm...and v went there....meet xh, cc, melissa, bee guat, yvonne, beh , syang, wai han...Lolz......

joey and I walked for sometime to search for food (she ate, not me)...and we were searching for our favourite!!!!~~~~ CHOU TAU FU~~~~ Smelly tau fu!!!!

WE just smell it, but couldn't find it...and asked the hawker people...aduh...so paiseh...finally, we spotted it...and there it is...we ate it...FINALLY :)

11.33pm 2/4/09

PEAR MEK ZHOU tong sui

BIG PEAR FROM GRANDMA

CUT INTO PIECES


WITH WATER, READY TO BOIL


AND HERE IS IT...ready to DRINK...nice *thumb up*

birThdaY WisHesss (",)

here is the reply from the birthday card you all do for me …
(Between, I reply according the order in the card)
1. Karen: Age is not a matter because you always look young to me  but sad also, no one wants to write at the first page. WAKAKA...thanks for being my best housemate (",) and all the best in your future!!!!

2. Hau Yue: Don’t worry, I always remember you and your name. You are the first person I called during orientation to be elected as leader. ( I heard from Cecilia, that you scared that I don’t know who is Hau Yue).
3. Zee Yun: You too, happy always 

4. Fion: Ya, I read yours one first. Haha… since it is on the first page  thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you.

5. Bee Guat: Yes, I will smile more. No stress. And you too all the best!!!

6. Sie Chai: Thanks for everything. You too, I feel grateful that you are by my side all the time, in lab, lunch etc. Yes, I will be more confident!!! You too, enjoy your day!!!

7. Kah Loong: You too, May all your wishes come true. ( Nextime write longer, you have nothing to say to me??? LoLZZZ)

8. Wai Han: lolz..first one to write wishes??? Why not write in first page?? Haha…joking la…my pleasure to have your first pen on the card as well 

9. Kuan Yin: I’m happy to be able to help you too!!! That shall be our memorable memory. Lolz…You too, May all your wishes come true.

10. Cecilia: Thanks for the surprise planning celebration and the card  Memories will be forever in mind 

FRIENDS FOREVER


11. See Wen: =. =!! Icing sugar??? Must be from our dear Yvonne… haha… You too. May all your dreams come true.

12. Shi Yee: Was surprise to see your wishes in the card because didn’t see you in uni for some time. And thanks for calling me on that night too… HAHA… too bad, you can’t get any info from me… between, I haven’t scolded him for misunderstand you!!!!

13. Hui San: hehe…yOu too, stay cute and all the best in the future!!!

14. Kungfu Panda: For your information, I know how to read simple mandarin. Even if I can’t, I have friends to ask!!!Lolz…ya, no stress…You too, add oil in your studies. Don’t be too confident. Over confident in IMU brings you no good!!!

15. Ah Wong: I’m glad to have you as my PBL members too. Glad to know you more than before  hope our friendship will grow taller 

16. Wai Shan: ………….. Muax…………I enjoy my BIG day. Thanks 

17. Jia Xin: thanks for all your wishes. You too, Ganbatte for the remaining sem. Smile always

18. Siok Yean a.k.a Monster Cartoon: Haha… You know why I called you monster cartoon? Because the cartoon you draw really look like a CUTE monster. HEHE… thanks for everything too and you have been a good friend too.

19. OHC: emo emo go away… aiyo… go and come… how??? New ai xin always will back to old ai xin. Cause that is the special of old ai xin. This is me  thanks for always care for me  Yes, I can make it! Muacksssss…. You too, don’t EMO la..

20. Ming-yi: Yes, I enjoyed that day and thanks for all the surprises and everything you have done. You understand me too well but don’t always just assume. Hehe.. cause I change very often

21. Angela: Good luck and all the best too!!!

22. Ling Wei: thanks for your wishes and Photostat lecture notes for me

23. Ee Vern, Tze Teen, Kaveena, Jiaa Yinn, Weng Fai, Chien, Sin Ye: Thanks for your wishes!!!

24. Pui Chin: thanks for the wishes!! I’ll be there for you too…

25. Joanne: Though you think I’m irritating you. But I still love sitting behind you… To irritate you more… Haha…because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

26. Nicole: All the best!!! Can’t fool you on the 1st april…yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr……. Muacksss…. Love you too, Nicole

27. Xuan Han: thanks for making effort to plan this surprises. I really enjoyed! Okay, will slow down my footstep and observe things besides me. You too!! Hope you will find your PRINCE soon.
FRUIT cAKE


28. ELyn: Thanks for the wishes and the chocolates. I was surprise to get it on that day  And of course, thanks for the ride to South City and have dinner with me on the first day of our hospital attachment. I know that day all of us is very tired, and I felt so grateful that you guys still spent time to celebrate with me though is not that grand. I appreciate it. Thanks. Especially to L. Mei Mei since she was not feeling well that day 

in WONG KOK, South City (",)



Last Day in Hospital Putrajaya


29. Soon Yang, Jasmine, Pang Tsen, Yi Won: thanks for all the wishes. Same goes to you all. All the best 

30. Khai Mei: LOlz…yes, I will be more optimistic. Ops, you also know I’m emo. Guess, is my trademark. Haha…sweat!!! Hugs… yOu too, may all your wishes come true 

31. Keen Seng: thanks for you wishes… And same to you!! Wish you find your true love soon. Don’t always create rumours la!!! If you like somebody, go ahead!!! Remember: Actions speak louder than words

32. Keen Yau: thanks for the wishes and everything. And same to you; you are nice and friendly too. Haha ... All the best!!!

33. Yeen Shuang: cute cute Yeen Shuang, thanks for the wishes. All the best in IMU and future!!!

34. Stace: thanks for your wishes and I’m glad to have you as my friend too since semester 1. You always bring me cheers and nice to talk to  Yes, less emo blog from now onwards!!! All the best in future too!!!

35. Beh: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Dreams come true!!!

36. Eric: Know you will read my blog. Hehe, so help me send my reply to your two buddies, ok? Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And same to you, happy always… add oil in IMU ..

37. Yvonne: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Be the best of yourself!!!

38. Melissa: thanks for the wishes. And nice to have you as my neighbour too!!! All the best!!! Sing song for me 

39. Felicia: sheng ri kuai le is not that hard to read… haha…ya, I will be happy everyday and smile everyday with you by my side…So, you know what to do now!!!  by my side forever, GIRL!!! bleh…. =p

40. Khai Xhuen: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future and thanks for everything!!!

41. Michelle: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! And dreams come true!!!

42. Peggy: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Thanks for being my PBL member for two sem… nICe PBL-ing with you too!!!

43. Tracy: Just in case, you ever forget… I’m AI XIN… not AISHIN ya…hahahaha… Thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, I reached the last page 

44. Wan Ling: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Happy forever, oh ya, don’t be the EMO queen la… haha…and nice to know you as HAMSTERKOH…nice name …lolz…

45. Kah Yee: thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!! Let’s ganbatte in IMU…

46. Chai Yen: my orientation member, at last we get close after such a long time. Glad to sit beside you and thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

47. Misa: Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Ya…add oil in IMU… thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

Finally, it has reached the last page. And here, I wanna say thank you again for all those wishing me that day!!! And if I left out anyone, BIG sorry from me ya!!!!

48: The most important person in my life besides my family members:
Joey Ling: thanks for countdown – ing for me… I was so surprise and of course the long wishes in Facebook…sorry for didn’t give you a long list too on your BIG day… cause I was rushing my presentation. So, don’t have time to do that.  hope you don’t mind. And of course, was waiting for my “ G ” from you … haha…wonder what is that!!! So surprise…and your small BB still in my cupboard…. Hoping to see you soon  thanks for your wishes and glad to have you as my friend. All the best in the future!!!

49: Last but not least, our western blotting!!! I had told this friend that my birthday is on 24/3 and no response from you. (It is expected!!!) BUT… when you called and said, today is your birthday??? I was like… err err.. err…err.. How should I response?? Haha…. Anyway, thanks for calling and wish  and the KIWI…haha…

50. AND finally CK a.k.a my DD in Johor: haha… thanks for wishing me with all the western food sharp at 12 am. Between, that one not considers your promise!! You still owe me spagethi, mushroom soup, chicken chop,  muax muax…
The Gift (",)


those stayed on 23rd March 09





11.47pm 1/4/09

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (",)

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